Will We Ever Be The Same?

Emotions Running High

Troian POV

"Excuse us!" Ashley yelled as there was so many paparazzi outside the hospital it was hard to get by them all. Ashley was in front of Lucy while Shay and I where tightly at either sides of her small figure. We knew that something bad was said in there. It took them about fifteen minutes to come out the room after the doctor did. And Lucy won't even look at any of us, she carefully hid her face behind her small hands. Once we had got away from most of the flashing camera lights Shay walked ahead with Ashley leaving Lucy and I a few steps behind them.

"Sweetie do you wanna tell me what happened in there?" I asked.

"I'm gonna lose my baby."

"Wait," I stopped both of us dead in the middle of the parking lot, grabbing both her wrists and spinning her to face me. I cannot believe what I just heard. "What do you mean you're gonna lose your baby? Are you just assuming that because they told you that you have a chance of losing it?" She shook her head and even more tears fell down her red and blotchy face. I took it like she was saying no to the question I had just asked. "No?" She locked eyes with me and shook her head again confirming my assumption was correct.

I walked to the car with my arm around Lucy's small frame. Once we had caught up with Shay and Ashley I unlocked the car and all of us sat in it. Lucy sat in the back seat with Shay and Ashley jumped in the passenger seat as I sat in the front seat. I turned back to see Lucy fully embraced in one of Shay's bear hugs. She was choking herself up with so much tears and shudders she was finding it hard to catch her breath.

"Lucy you gotta breathe or you are going to end up having a panic attack. Please just breathe your scaring me." Shay said with tears in her eyes. Shay nor Ashley knew what news Lucy had got but they knew it was bad, that's why they wanted to come with me, so they could try to calm her down to get her to stay incase Sasha was to wake up anytime soon.

"Why is she so upset? And was the news about Sasha or her?" Ashley whispered to me. She could have spoke it as Lucy wouldn't have heard her over her cries.

"Get her to tell you, because I don't fully understand." I wasn't sure if Lucy was actually going to lose the baby or was told that she had something that could make her lose the baby or she was just paranoid incase she lost the it because she had a minor problem in the pregnancy.

"Goose, what did the doctor tell you?" Ashley soothed whole putting her hand on Lucy's knee. "We want to help you but we need to know what happened so we know how to comfort you." Lucy brung her head out of the crook of Shays neck.

"He said. Said. I'm." She couldn't form a sentence through the violent sobs that rippled throughout her body. Shay ran her hand up and down Lucy's back to try to calm her down so she could tell us what was going on. After a few moments she was still crying but she had managed to steady her breathing. "He said that there is a one in a million chance my baby will be born," she looked blankly at the back of the head rest on the back of the seat Ashley was sat on. Shay's eyes went from dry to wet within a nano second after hearing what Lucy had just said and Ashley's hand flew over her mouth like she was protecting a yawn but she was actually in shock and I didn't know what to do with myself. Was I to show my emotions or hold it together for us all as all three of the women in front of me were about to cry? "The chord which connects me to the baby has been ripped and is very thin meaning-" Her breath hitched and she stopped mid-sentence. Everything is just becoming real to her that she isn't going to have this baby she and Ian has grown to love. "It means the baby will be too heavy to carry so it'll snap then the bab-" she covered her face with her hands and started sobbing again. A few tears fell down Shay's face as Ashley's eyes let go if her tears aswell. I don't think I've ever seen anybody cry as hard as she is right now. Ashley opened the door and got out of the car. What the hell is she doing? She opened the door where Lucy was sitting and slipped in next to her. She lifted Lucy's hands and then put a finger under Lucy's chin, tilting it so she was looking at Ashley.

"Lucy, you're going to have this baby. I promise you." Ashley spoke softly.

I can't take this anymore. I got out the car and called Keegan.

"Keegan. We are in my car. Lucy can't calm down and there are too many paparazzi near the entrance to bring her back in. Can you put Ian on the phone please?"

"Yeah. Don't bring her back if they see that she is crying they'll spin some story and you know it. Sure. Here he is."

"Troian?" Ian spoke.

"Ian, we are at the left hand side of the car park right up in the back corner in my car. Lucy can't calm down, she told us about the baby and Shay and Ashley are trying to calm her down but it isn't working. We are all so sorry to hear the news."

"Thanks Troi, it means a lot. Keegan and I are still waiting on these forms. I think we should try and keep her calm and even keep her in the car, because if I take her home she wont come back. You know how she is when she gets upset, she shuts everybody out. Can you keep her in your car and we'll call you back when we are coming up?" Ian asked.

"Yeah, I'll try if she doesn't have us all in tears by then. How are you holding up?"

"Don't tell me Shay and Ashley are crying aswell. And I'm doing crappy. Could this day get any worse, honestly?" I never even needed to see Ian to know what his face looked like right now. He is just as broken as Lucy is.

"Just get up here as fast as you can. I think you're the only one who can really calm her down, see you guys soon. Bye Ian."

Shay had jumped out the car and started waving her hands at her face like she was cooling herself down or about to start crying.

"What happened?" I asked as soon as I hung the phone up.

"She's just so broken and she won't stop crying. Out of all the times you've seen Lucy cry, have u ever seen her cry this hard?" She wiped the tears which had made their way down her face.

"No. But I think she just has a lot going on today and on top of that she has this to deal with now. " While I was talking to Shay I was on google trying to see if anything could be done about it until something caught my eye and made me gasp. "How far along is Lucy?" I asked.

"7 weeks. Why?"

"Listen 'in certain pregnancies the baby doesn't fully attach to the mother causing them to lose the baby before they knew they had it. Or in other situations the baby's chord rips away from the mother causing her to lose the baby from week 6 to week 12'," I read from the google page that I had just found. Shays face was frozen.u

"So she is going to lose the baby sooner than she thinks? Or later?" She asks.

"I don't know." Shay gets her phone out and starts to google about it too.

After about five minutes of Shay researching it she never found any new information either. So we got back in the car. Lucy and Ashley were both sound asleep. Lucy's head was on Ashley's lap and Ashley's body was at an angle so she was leaning on the door. Ashley looked like she had cried too with all the tear marks down her face.

"I never expected that." Shay looked at them. They both looked at peace and at ease. Much better than they were the last time we seen them. Ashley sort of stirred when I started the engine for some air conditioning but she never woke up. Lucy was still sound asleep with a petted lip and tear-stained cheeks.

"So there is nothing that can be done about the baby?"

"I suppose we should just hope that something can be done or at least she can have this baby, even if the chord snaps more than half way through they can still have it, right?" I asked.

"In some cases yes, and I'm hoping that if the chord was to snap it would hold on for that bit longer so they can have this baby. Even if it isn't born near its due date it can still be saved."

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