Will We Ever Be The Same?

Lucy What's Going On?

Ian POV

Why is Lucy so upset? And why are we in trouble? Lucy isn't an emotional person and she hardly cries so what's going on? I finally pull her out of my chest and look at her red puffy eyes, "Luce, what's going on?" She looked away then finally looked back up and connected her hazel orbs to my bright blue ones.

"Ian, I have this pain in my stomach and then nearly collapsed on Troian while doing a scene because the pain was unbareable" She sniffed then continued, "So when that happened, Norman said I had to go see the first aider on set." Lucy couldn't look me in the eye anymore after I took her shaking hands in mine and she looked down at her feet. "She- She said. That. I might be pregnant" Her head fell back into my chest and her violent sobs took over her body.

I stood there, frozen, not knowing what to say, holding her head and stroking her back, "Lucy, I am here for this whole thing, there's no need for you to be upset and scared because I'm right here and I am going nowhere. I love you no matter what happen."

Lucy POV

Two hours later we are at our house after going and getting a few pregnancy test from downtown LA. I still can't wrap my head around what is happening. I could be pregnant. What are we going to tell Marlene? We're going to ruin these story lines. Ian still couldn't believe it either, we never really talked about having a family, we talked about getting married and getting old together but never having any kids. I suppose we both wanted a good run with the show and would talk about having kids after the show had finished. I guess thats why we are both really surprised at this.

"Luce, not to be pushy or anything but are you going to do the tests the now or after shooting tonight? Because I think you would really benefit from knowing if we are or not right now instead of worrying and being distracted while filming tonight seeing how you have time to make up for because we both left early."

"Um, yeah. I'll go upstairs and do it the now."

"Okay, I'm coming with you"

"To pee on a stick?" I chuckled to myself, the first smile or laugh I have cracked since Karen, our on-set first-aider, suggested me to take these tests in case I was pregnant.

"No, just for support, babe."

He followed me into he bedroom and sat on the bed while I went into the bathroom and followed the instuctions on the box. I left all 3 tests on the counter and set an alarm on my phone then walked out to joined Ian who was, at this point lying on the bed with his eyes closed, nearly asleep.

These 4 minutes are going to drag in. I snuggled into Ian's side as I draped my arm over his chest and he put his arm around the back of my head and onto my shoulder. I'm so tired, this day has dragged in so much and it isn't even 2 o'clock yet plus we still have to go back and shoot through the night. Today is only going to get worse.

My phone started to vibrate and ring as soon as I was dozing off to sleep, but it wasn't the alarm, it was a phone call. "Just ignore it" I mumbled as I closed my eyes again and intertwined my legs with Ian's. I felt Ian give a small nod then the phone eventually stopped ringing. Then the house phone started to ring. God, can I just have a minute's peace lying here with my boyfriend to see if I'm pregnant or not?! Ian got up and reached over to get it then answered it.

"I'm good, yourself? Yes. Yeah, we both are in tonight, will you be there aswell? She's right here, are you wanting to talk to her? Okay, I'll see you tonight then, here she is..." Ian said, while responding to the other person on the phone. 'It's Marlene' He mouthed as he passed the phone down to me as I was still on the bed laying down.

"Hello, how are you?"

"I'm good, how are you? I was just calling to see how you were because the girls said you had to leave early."

"Yeah, I'm sorry I never came and told you, I just had to leave and get home to my bed."

"Of course, I spoke to Karen and she told me what is going on."

She spoke to Karen!? Is that why shes calling? Does she know that I might be pregnant? No, please please no! I shoot up from the bed and stood with the back of my legs against the bed and a petrified look plastered all over my face.

"Wh- What did Karen say?"

"She just told me about your pains and told you to rest until the 10 o'clock call. But that's all I was calling for, to see if you were okay and coming back tonight and send you all our best. I will see you both at half eight for hair and make-up. Hope you get better soon, keep us updated."

"Thank you Marlene, we'll she you then. We will call if anything happens between now and then. Thanks again. Bye."

It was well over 4 minutes now. I walked into the bathroom to look at the tests. I leaned against the counter and took a deep breath then picked up the test in my hands. Oh. My. God.