Nothing to blame ~ Wriothesley x Reader

Y/N L/N

(This whole chapter is 1st person perspective by the way, it makes Y/n telling her story to Wriothesley more interesting 😙 )

There I was.. the girl named Y/N L/N. I didn't come from a wealthy household nor a poor one. Out of all jobs I could chose from. I decided to become a tailor, specifically for kimonos. On my journey I've met a lot of wonderful friends. Chiori, Miss Kamisato Ayaka, even the fearless traveler who fought against the god of eternity herself.

As business got hard, Chiori told me she's going to move to Fontaine. She told me I could visit her anytime I wanted, but over the years we've grown apart. Fontaine was quite far from Inazuma, and sending her a letter takes long to deliver and costs quite a bit of mora. I feel guilty for not reaching out to her when I needed her help. At least Miss Kamisato was always there to visit me.
"I'm sorry Y/N I will miss you." Chiori gave me a big hug before going on her ship to Liyue.

After that.. Life seemed fine.. until I've met him. I fell in love in first sight, but that was a mistake of mine. I shouldn't have ever let him lay his eyes upon me. I thought he was a gentle and loving kind of man, but I found out that was only a disguise of his to get closer to me. In reality, he was the devil in disguise, only to come after me. After all he has done... I can't forgive him anymore.
"Let me go!"I yelled as I  tried to push him away from me. Even by pushing him away, his hands still got to me. I've screamed my lungs out for help.. but no one came. It was in the middle of the night after all. There were only drunkards walking around at that time.

If only I knew he would use me and mistreat me like this, I would've never even gotten near him. After abusing me and raping me... he left me alone in the middle of nowhere. He haunted me.. his touch was still lingering on my body. It disgusted me. As my parents found out I was pregnant, they thought I was some low life whore. That's when that Idea came to mind. What if I travel out of Inazuma and live in some other nation for awhile. Once I'm prepared to see my parents again.. I will head back. That's what I told myself. "Are you sure you're going to be fine?" Miss Kamisato was worried for me. "I'll be fine, thank you Ayaka" I gave her one of my sincerest smiles. "Just remember you're always welcome by the Kamisato estate." And with that, she squeezed me with her arms. This gave me Deja vu of how I said goodbye to Chiori.

First I travelled to Liyue and then to Monstadt. At Sumeru City, I gave birth to my beautiful daughter, after that I headed to Fontaine, where I was then accused of killing a person. It was my first time leaving home, It was quite overwhelming at Liyue. It was way more crowded there. I never thought that Liyue harbor was so big.

As I was looking for food, I've met a specific girl. She was obsessed with food. I was glad I ran into her. There was so much food to choose from but I had no idea what food was safe for my baby. This girl introduced herself as Xiangling.

"You're interested in food, I see" she smirked behind me, I scared myself off her as I first saw her. She was quite the energetic person. "I do recommend Zhonyuan Chop suey, it's quite delicious." She licked her lips at the thought of eating that specific dish.
As I got closer with her she always liked to show me around Liyue. I stayed with her 3 months before heading to Monstadt.

It was quite peaceful there. It was the city of freedom after all. I was welcomed by an Outrider of the Knights of Favonius, her name was Amber. She gave me a quick tour around the city before continuing her usual work. "If you need any help, feel free to meet me at our Headquarters." And with that she left. After a few weeks of being in Monstadt. I couldn't help but feel bored.

As another 3 months went by, Amber told me she had a friend who could guide me to Sumeru. This friend of hers introduced herself as Collei, she is kind hearted person. On the way to Sumeru I've thanked her so many times for her fighting against some treasure hoarders and Hilichurls. She always laughed it off and told me it wasn't no problem at all.

I always felt like a burden to her every time she fought. Once we were in Sumeru, I was amazed by how many plants there were.
"Welcome to Sumeru! The nation of knowledge." Collei spread her arms wide open. "We are actually quite near home now, I have to introduce you to Master Tighnari!" She pulled me by my hand and led me to some kind of village.

Then I found out that village we were heading to, was named Gandharva Ville. The houses there were quite unique. As I heard that health care was free in Sumeru. That's when I decided to give birth in Sumeru. After staying there 3 months, it was time.. I gave birth to a beautiful girl. At first I had trouble naming her, but as I saw the full moon that night. I decided to name her Mitsuki, which means a beautiful full moon.

She had the most beautiful eyes. I was so happy that she didn't represent her father at all. He was a monster after all and I didn't want to see that in my daughter. She was my everything, but that was taken away from me as I got to Fontaine. It felt like torture feeling my daughter getting ripped out of my hands. I was then sent undersea without a clue of what I did. I was so confused. Until I met you. At first you gave me the shivers down my spine by the way your blue eyes pierced into my soul.

But you somehow reassured me by telling me that the files of me weren't confirmed yet. That was a lie wasn't it?

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Don't be so quiet now... well then I tried looking for someone who could help me. No one did... except a girl named Louise, who then turned out to be the Adeline we both know. I always felt safe when I was around her. She was quite curious about me.. I haven't known why until I found out she was working for you. You really wanted to know more about me didn't you?

As I got to know that she wasn't Louise but a woman named Adeline. I felt betrayed.. but then I got more closer to you. Well since I found out that Francis wanted me dead, you decided to just keep me in your office. Thank you for keeping me safe that whole time.

Once I was out of that prison, I was looking for my daughter. You should know that by know. I had no place to stay. I assumed Chiori was busy with work. I didn't wanted to disturb her, so I have been staying on the streets. Til Navia found me. Now I'm here with you, talking about our sob stories.

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