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My Idol-seungin🔞

Smut with some fluff
Top Seungmin
Bottom Innie
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Heart beating loudly against his chest, Jeongin shuffled up in line, glancing around at the many people ahead of him and gulping again.

He was at a fan meeting, which was still hard to believe, about to see his favorite idol, someone he's loved since the beginning.

Kim Seungmin had a beautiful voice, the most handsome face you'd ever see, always cute until he wasn't, until he hit you with major 'fuck me' energy. And Jeongin had spent the better part of his life getting to know him, falling for every aspect of him, from afar.

Yet this was his first time meeting him. Sure he'd been to concerts, many concerts, but face to face? This was a once in a lifetime experience and he was about to throw up all over the place he was so nervous.

The entrance to the stage wasn't far, only a few more people and then he'd be sitting in front of Seungmin, in all his glory. He didn't feel ready but, through all the anxiety was his excitement. This was what he'd always wanted.

There were only two people in front of them, best friends giggling and squealing, wishing to go in together. It would be funner to experience this with a friend...however none of his few shared the same obsession with 'the most incredible soloist on earth', as he liked to put it.

It was like he blinked and the guard was already telling him to come forward, and he did, steps slow and careful, hands shaking so much it could have been mistaken for a seizure.

One turn around the corner and he made eye contact, eyes widening as he looked back down and fiddled with the hem of his tee. He got closer to the table and finally sat down across from Seungmin, unable to make eye contact.

"Hey~" That smooth, kind voice spoke and he let out a small squeak, slowly looking up, eyes big and doey as he took in the sight of his idol so close to him, he could just reach out and- "what's your name?"

"U-uh-I-I'm—my-you-..Jeongin! My name is Jeongin..."

"It's cute, you're very cute." There is a fine line between being nervous and hyperventilating, at the moment he couldn't see it.

He buried his head in his hands and whined quietly, but then a finger touched the back of his palm, and he peeked out. Seungmin was holding out a hand, smiling encouragingly, and Jeongin couldn't stop himself as his own hand landed on top of it.

Moving carefully and watching Jeongins reaction, Seungmin brought their fingers to interlock, keeping eye contact.

"How're you doing?" Jeongin nearly jumped as he was brought out of his trance.

"I-I'm sorry I-well I've uhm-I've liked you for a really long time, I don't know how to act."

"That's alright." He squeezed his hand reassuringly. "How old are you?"

"I-I'm 23.."

"Really? You don't look it, you're adorable."

"T-thank you~"

"Do you have a favorite song of mine?"

"A-actually yes, your-uh...c-cover me? I brought the album i-if you could sign it."

"Of course." The last thing Jeongin wanted was to disconnect their hands but he had to as he got the album out of his bag, sliding it over.

"I-it's incredible, your voice at the bridge. I mean-always obviously b-but I just feel like I could listen to cover me on repeat for hours."