ONIKA TANYA MARAJ
"Stop fucking moving deadass." Ice ignored me scooting closer. I should've said no to the bnb party. But for some reason I let these niggas talk me into in. Now here I was sat on the couch while hundreds of people filled the room.
"Isis, if you touch any part of my body imma tell my girlfriend. She will curse you out and I will laugh." She was giggling but I was deadass. She thought I was a crash out Beyoncé was worse than me.
"You making it seem like I'm putting my ass in your face. Onika I'm just dancing and we're sitting on the same couch."
"So? Move that lil butt out my square." I wasn't taking any chances. Bey texted me last night, she went out with Kelly and had too much to drink. She wasn't on her phone most the night and ended up falling asleep.
She was apologizing the moment we FaceTimed. Because she knew the deal, I didn't play about her drinking when I wasn't near. I gave her a whole 30 minute lecture before she had to leave for school. But while In that lecture I made sure to understand her. My baby was stressed out and it was partially my fault.
I had mama Tina thinking I was just bad for her daughter now. That was never how I wanted to come off. I just loved bey with everything inside of me. Yea I did what I did. But I also was human I had a heart. I needed someone to confide in and it would always be Beyoncé no matter what.
But my feelings aside. The shit I did around Houston wasn't a good look. And if I was claiming bey now I had to clean it up. Be less sloppy and more thorough. That means no more arguments for no reason. Controlling how I spoke to her, not dealing on the streets anymore.
Cleaning up after I smoked because god did I smell loud all the time. And being a better girlfriend period. I wanted Beyoncé and mama Tina to trust me again. So I was willing to do a 360 just to have them back full time. So Ice needed to get her orange peel hair away from me.
"Did you roll?" She asked finally sitting down. I nodded digging in my pocket. I pulled out a pre-rolled which made her smile. Someone sat next to her which made her scoot some. I wasn't even mad at the fact she had to come closer.
I was mad at the bitch who sat down. There's enough room on the couch. I don't know why she felt the need to bully Ice out her spot. I squinted my eyes but ignored it because ice wasn't tripping. I gave her the spliff which she lit. She took deep inhales before passing it.
We caught up a few while the gas got to my head. I was relaxed now, feeling better than ever again. New York always had the best shit I could promise you that. Ice passed me the spliff because she was out. She couldn't take anymore which made me laugh at her.
This was enough to get me tingly. Not hella high, I needed maybe two more and I'd be off my ass. I finished it up before standing. I needed to find my cousin and check in on my shit. People in New York liked to steal. I'd be damned if I had to air this bitch out.
On my way toward the balcony I checked Bey's location. She left for school maybe an hour ago but it was showing me she wasn't there. I zoomed in raising an eyebrow. It said she was at Jerry's Frozen Yogurt. I never thought she'd be the type to like frozen yogurt. You'd never see me eat it but whatever.
:why tf u not at school?
My wife ❤️🔥
:I was but wanted something sweet😋
