A/n: take this cute picture of her so yall don't be mad at me😭
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BEYONCÉ G KNOWLES
"I don't have a good feeling about this." Beyoncé signed rubbing her temples. She bit her lip as she held hands with the girls.
They finally got out the car after hours of searching for an outfit. Beyoncé didn't feel comfortable in her own skin. She was slowly starting to despise parties and how they made her feel after.
Like now there was a certain feeling she couldn't shake no matter how hard she tried. So because of that she swore joggers, Onika's hoodie, and some Jordan's she was gifted for her birthday.
She didn't even look like herself according to Lana. They had noticed the change in the way Beyoncé dressed. She would wear a skirt one day then they wouldn't see it ever. Her wardrobe was full of cute dainty things. She wanted to go back to Beyoncé out going sexy bey. But she couldn't when she tried it just didn't work.
Plus she wanted more substance than that. It's as if people only seen her for her beauty. Or worse her body and she didn't really enjoy that. Outside of the surface Beyoncé wondered what she truly brought to the table.
She had her mom to thank for this new confusion.
"We can go if you want bey. Yeah it's a party but if you aren't feeling it we don't have to be here. Your mom won't even approve." Normani chucked a bit patting bey's shoulder.
"Yeah, I know she won't. That's why I think we should just go, come on." She held tightly onto their hands as she did a u-turn.
Attempting to leave the bustling house for good. But that voice that had recently been in Beyoncés ear more than others. Called her name, she gulped turning around to see Reed. A bright smile on his face as he walked off the porch.
"Hey, bey where you going the parties this way?!" He smiled wrapping an arm around her. She sighed relaxing into him a bit.
She felt sort of better knowing Reed only had good intentions. He wanted to see her not be so stressed and she wanted that as well. But she didn't know if a party would actually help her.
"I'm just not feeling it tonight Reed. Me and the girls are gonna go." His smile dropped completely which scared Beyoncé a little.
"I know I'm sorry I just— not tonight you know?" He shook his head wrapping his arm around her waist.
"Come on, look at your girls they look excited. Is this there first college party?" He whispered leaning down. Beyoncés eyes widened as she glanced at Normani and Solana.
