What's good nigga
What is on your mental?
I see you moving mad weird
As your friend my job
Is to not only be there for you
But to check up on you
N if i have to...
Check you
Yo my nigga... is you good?
Nahh for real
I see the sparkle that was once in your eyes
Is now gone
The smile that laced your face
A distant memory
Shared through pictures or word of mouth
You know what i mean...
Stories... all of the stories
We sit around and share
With our loved ones
Of you grinning from ear to ear
Is it just me?
Or have you lost who you are
You know... Known yourself to be
You know you can let me know
If i am reaching for the stars
My heart goes out to you Nigga
You know it is all love
I been here
With you...
Through the thickest of the mud
I've gotten dirty with you
Case after case
Clung to your brother casket
As we held him up
N' let his wings
Fly away
N' all i got to say after all of that is...
FUCK CANCER
Cuz you'd still be walking tall
If your brother was here
Cuz your brother
Put that dawg up in you
N' taught you how to be a man
I see you haven't been yourself
N' I'm not just talking
About the bitches that don't mean you no good
I am talking about the
Way you used to love yourself
N' how you've let yourself go
No haircut
Place isn't clean
You haven't been to work in days
N this B.O.
Boy i can smell you underarms
From a mile away
Yo nigga...
Look at me?
Nothing that you tell me
Can make me look at you differently
I know life's kicking your ass right now
But my guy...
My job is to lift you up
I care about you
Oh so much
Nigga i am serious
This isn't me being on some Diddy type shit
We been brothers
From another mother
Since you moved two houses down from me
Don't let these negative thoughts
Block these UV rays
Put the weed down
Pick up some clarity
Stop filling your liver
With this liquor...
You're draining your soul
You're blinding yourself
Putting a mask
Over your own eyes
Allowing
These little things
To be the finger
That pulls the trigger
Blowing holes up into your life
One bullet will stop all the pain
Yeah you right!
But that one bullet
Will be the reason
Your mothers' face
Will be tear stained at night
N' why your sisters
Will toss and turn all night
Fight Nigga
Fight!
We know you got it up in you
All dawgs go to heaven
But if i could help it
We'd be selfish
N' keep you
Fight through this Depression
Because your babies gon need you
Love yourself again
Cuz nigga i see it,
If you don't...
N' your son
Yeah... he's a spitting image of you
Your daughters need their father
What's a Princess
Without their Daddy?
Not a daddy's girl
N' I know you
Thought about this a lot
But I can't fade this life without you
My A-1
Since day one
I know this shit difficult
But without you it'll be harder
Love is Love
Nigga...
Breathe
Just one baby step at a time
Ground yourself
Bend your knees
N' pray to god
Rome wasn't built in a day
So nigga it's ok
To take your time
Just don't take
The Sun up out of other people lives
Think about it nigaa
N' Really think
A queen without her king
Is a pitiful sight
It's all love homie
You know that i got respect for you
But i can't respect
Going the cowards way out
Your brother kept shit P
No matter
How real... shit really got
Up until the end
Made you promise to take care of Ma
N' his kids
You'll meet Big brodie again
In the next life
But your mother losing both her sons
Would be a hard ass life
Fight Nigga!
Nigga Fight!
That hard to swallow pill
Won't be as hard
If you just acknowledge it
Right?
Nigga Fight!
Fight Nigga!
Fight!
Ain't a damn soul better off without you
I know your mind is in a dark place
So i will allow you to wallow
For just one more day
But when you awake tomorrow
Remember that all eyes are on you
N' what will you do
Until the hurt
Hurts less and less everyday?
This was supposed to be
Us against the world
You swing for me
N' I'll burry the body
We fight for each other
Cuz sometimes a nigga just need a win
Our get by
So we can get it right back
A season that wins
No matter who it belongs to
Yet you keep digging further
Into this mental hell hole
Every got damn thing
You keep trying to hide
Burrows it's way up
Right into the light
Look homie
I see it all coming to a head
N' I'm praying
That I can persuade you
Because this hurt
That your family will feel
If we lose you
Gon burn like hell
It's a traumatic experience
Grief that is
When a loved one
Is taken
N' there's no one
You can blame but yourself
Be fuckin for real
Cuz ain't shit you can do
About fuckin cancer
N' everybody gon die...
One day
It's just a matter of time
Isn't it?
I'm sorry Brodie
I'm begging you please
Dont let me
Have to be the one
To have to carry
Your MF'N casket
The only release I'm tryna do
Is this pain
N' some damn laughter
Fight nigga
Fight
Cuz I'll be damned
If we out here fighting
Tears back
At your MF'N eulogy
I know I'm being selfish
But to look your mother
In her eyes
Would kill me
If the words following
Can only be
I'm so sorry momma
I love you nigga
So if you don't do it for yourself
Do it for me
The pain won't stop
Until you give it up
Until you let it go
So, all I am saying is...
Fight nigga!
Fight!
