𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐈𝐝𝐨𝐥 𝐒𝐡𝐞 𝐋𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐝 ─𝐉𝐉𝐊 (𝐊𝐓𝐇)

S I X T Y (18+)

"Am I ever supposed to stop talking about your beauty, how beautiful you are?"

I gazed into his eyes searching for don't know what, probably the truth but what I received is more than anything. His eyes are filled with love and admiration. I let out a shaky breath before looking away. "let's have the dinner please. I'm hungry"

His grip tightened around my waist as he pulled me closer. "if you think you can change the topic by ignoring and looking away then you're completely wrong. Besides, I know you wanna hear what I think about you. don't you?"

I felt his hot breath on my lips. Before I could reply, he placed his forefinger on my lips. "shh.. listen to me"

I could feel his heart beats under my palm, with a raw intensity in his eyes, he poured out his feelings, "You, you just... you take my breath away. It's like every time I see you, the world fades away, and all that exists is your presence. You're like a force of nature, who's bound with me forever. Being near you feels like standing on the edge, either you fall or you lose. You're not just beautiful, you're a whirlwind of emotions that leaves me breathless and wanting more. It might sounds selfish but I just want to be with you and only you... Sometimes I might lose my control and want to do things beforehand but it's just... I lose control when I'm with you. you always make me wanting you more and more. I'm not sure if I lose my control because I've controlled myself enough, but not tonight"

"why are you so desperate to make me cry?" my voice barely a whisper. My throat and eyes burnt because of the emotions I'm feeling.

His eyes widened, lips parted to say something but i pressed my lips on his. I closed my eyes, after a while, he responded to my kiss. Unlike before, the kiss was full of love. I felt my tears streaming down my cheeks, on my lips as it mixed with our saliva.

When we parted away, breathing heavily, I pressed my forehead on his. Sob escaped my lips continuously and I felt him embracing me. He caressed my back and forehead as sobs grew higher and I started hiccuping.

"shh.. shh.. don't cry" His voice was gentle.

I shook my head crying on his chest, clutching his tux tightly "no.. no one ha-has ever s-said to me like that. I love you so much Kook"

"I love you more than you can ever imagine. now stop crying please"

I pulled away, taking a deep breath, I looked into his eyes. He cupped my cheeks in both of his hands, wiping my tears away.

I held his wrist leaning on his palm. "this means everything to me Kook"

"I know" he smiled a little.

Tears blurred my vision again. He leaned in, closing his eyes, placing his lips on my cheek, he drank the lone tear but didn't move his lips. "I don't want you to cry never ever. Do you get that?"

I nodded, my eyes are closed.

"hah! I thought to make this date hotter and lead to something romantic but why did it get so emotional? it wasn't scripted" He leaned back and pouted. A laugh escaped my lips and he joined me.

"so...." I made a thinking expression before continuing "Mr Jeon, I won't get emotional okay?"

I patted his chest. "what do you want me to do?"

"there are a lot of things I want you to do for me but I wonder if you could do it or not" He smirked, his hold tightened as I wrapped my one hand around his neck and gripped the hem of his suit with the other one.

"what do you mean? I can do anything" I made a poker face.

"you sure?" he raised a brow.

"any doubt Jeon?"