Roses & Bullets ✔️

~37

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Ihsan's POV

"Ihsan" I heard Abba's voice, this is the third time I'm hearing him address me after our so called wedding

"Naam" I answered not looking at his direction, I'm ignoring him just like he said even though it burns a hole in my heart

"Something happened to Maami" He said standing in front of me now

"What" I whispered horridly

"She had a heart attack and she fell into a coma" Wait what!!!!!!!! Innalilahi wa inna illahi rajiun this can't be happening

"When did this happen? How is Dadaa" I asked frantically looking for my phone to call him

I knew she had some heart problem but a heart attack? Falling into a coma? Subhanallah I dropped to my knees

My legs couldn't carry my body "Ya Allah please" I cried not even knowing how to talk

I felt his presence besides me but I have to find my phone

He took a deep breath and wrapped his arms around me, pulling me close "I'm sorry, Ihsan"

He kissed my forehead,its the audacity for me he ignored me and treated me like a nobody,my body remained stiff in his embrace

"Let me go, Ya Abba" I said, my voice cold and detached

He hesitated, but I pushed him away, my eyes flashing with anger and unshed tears

"Just leave me alone, Ya Abba. Get out. Stop playing with my feelings like this" I shouted wiping my tears angrily

He took a step back pain marrying my expression

"Ihsan, please—" he started to say, but I cut him off

"No, Ya Abba. Just go. I don't want to see you right now" I couldn't shout anymore my voice reduced to a mere whisper

He didn't listen, he dragged me to the bed and laid me down and he left after that

A minute later he is back with a glass of water, he sat down and picked me up

Making me sit on his laps, he bought the glass cup to my lips and I took at least 4 small sips after wiping my tears but alas they just kept rolling

Maami is in coma Maami had a heart attack Maami is in a coma Maami had a heart attack Maami is in a coma Maami had a heart attack

"I'm okay" I said pushing the cup away he nodded

I tried to get off his laps but he held my waist tighter before making us both collapse on the bed,his brood chest against my back and his arms encircled around my waist

"Stop this please" I begged, my tears just keep rolling and each time they do I recall Maami wiping them countless times "Stop acting as if you care about me" I murmured quietly, I could feel his steady heartbeat

"Don't worry about Maami she is going to be fine kinji" He reassured softly drawing invisible circles on my waist with his thumb

"Hmm" I just hummed my eyes have started dropping

"Did you put something in the water" I asked trying my best to open my eyes

"Yes" Was his simple reply

Abba's POV

I nodded to my self happy that she fell asleep, I gently removed my arm from her waist and stood up.I put some pillows behind her so that they will take my place

She mumbled a few incoherent words making me freeze.After making sure she still asleep feeling defeated I turned to leave

As I walked out of the room, I knew I  had lost her trust, and I don't know how to win it back or if I should even try to.I sighed rubbing my face tiredly I've fucked up what the fuck I'm I doing

No! I can't afford to waver like this.This isn't part of the plan.As I stood in my room, trying to shake off the guilt, my mind began to wander back to my childhood. Memories of my mother's gentle touch and soft voice flooded my mind. I remembered the way she would read me stories, her warm breath on my face, and the way she would sing lullabies to soothe me to sleep

But then, like a shadow, the memory of her passing loomed over me. I remembered the pain, the emptiness, and the fear that gripped me. That's when my aunt stepped in, becoming my second mother, my guiding light. She took on the role of both mother and best friend, nurturing me, guiding me, and loving me unconditionally

I remembered the way she would take me on adventures, exploring the woods behind our house, and the way she would listen to me with kind eyes.She was my rock, my confidante, my everything. And even though she's no longer here, her love and legacy live on in me

I can clearly remember the day she got married,how I cried and begged her not to leave me but she did leave me and in the end it turned out to be a horrible mistake

As I recalled the past, a steely determination hardened within me. I couldn't let my feelings for Ihsan weaken my resolve. I had to see this through, no matter the cost. My plan was set in motion, and I couldn't afford to waver now. I owed it to my aunt, to my mother, and to myself to see this through

My phone rang bringing me back out of my thoughts

"Hello" I answered my spine straightened itself, he can't see you calm down

''I hope everything is going according to plan" His gruff voice asked, I could here a few laughter's in the background he is probably clubbing yet again

"Yes" I answered

"Good" with that he cut the call and I breathed out the breath I didn't I was holding

I can't let him down

3 days in a row!!!

YaY

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