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Confused.

Shocked.

Unbalanced.

Demented.

All words that I would use to describe how I was feeling right now. Jasper kissed me. My best friend of eight years who only dated girls kissed me.

"Why-"

"You think I didn't know?" he questioned me.

"Know what?" I asked, trying not to let him believe in my feelings so easily.

"I know that you like me, Ash."

How!?

See what Ashton didn't know was that Jasper was there for it all. His phone call with Preston. "A couple times you've asked me what Jasper and I are," Jasper heard Ashton tell Preston over the phone. "Well... I had a crush on him. Since the beginning of this school year."

His confession to Quinn and Gavin in the cafeteria. "Do you like him?" Gavin asked.

"I don't know," Ashton replied. "No one knows that I'm gay and I didn't want Jasper to know because he's my best friend."

And when he came out to Natalie and Evan in the kitchen. "I like Jasper. Way more than a friend is supposed to," Ashton confessed.

"For... for how long?" Natalie asked.

"The start of this school year."

It took all those times for Jasper to finally realize that his best friend had loved him all school year. Jasper didn't want to believe it but deep inside he didn't want to see Ashton with anyone else. Especially with Preston.

"I don't know what you're talking about," I said.

"You're really going to do this?"

I wasn't able to say anything else because his lips were back on mine. I was hesitant at first to do anything to show that I was enjoying it. Touch him. Kiss him back. Melt into the kiss. Anything. He pulled away again, this time putting more distance between us so I could see his face clearly.

"Do you still want to act like you don't know what I'm talking about?" Jasper asked with an assertiveness in his tone and I shook my head.

This was a new side to Jasper. A side that only girls he slept with could see. Now it was a side that I never thought I would see until now.

"I don't want anyone else touching you, Ash."

"Jasper-"

"I mean it. You belong to me. You always have."

His eyes were no longer on mine and I knew he was looking at my lips, wanting to taste them again and maybe it was the alcohol talking but I would let him. This time I wanted to kiss him back. I wanted to melt into his touch. He inched his face closer to mine and tilted his head, locking his eyes on mine once again, the closer he got. I slowly closed my eyes this time so I was ready when our lips touched for the third time. Only I felt his cheek brush against mine and his warm breath brushed against my ear.

"I'm going to make sure everyone knows who you belong to."

His voice was low and demanding. How could I resist him now? I can't. I don't want to try to hide my feelings for him anymore. There was no reason for me to do that. I finally had Jasper to myself, something that I've wanted for so long now and I didn't want to let him go. I let out a gasp when his lips met my neck the same way that Preston's did but it was a different feeling. The contact of Jasper's moist lips against my skin was an intoxicating feeling. I let out a breath and gripped the sleeves on his shirt, pulling him close to me the same way I did with Preston.

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