Responsibility | Jihancheol FF | Seventeen FF

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For few people the air become thick suddenly,to thick to breath,like one sharp breath and they will choke to death.

Those people are specifically Seungcheol,Hansol, Seungkwan,Yejin and lastly Joshua.

Mingyu actually among the one who laughed when allergy gang were out but looking thickness of tension and the way Yejin's gaze turned sour when she looked at Seungkwan,it gave him hint that things ain't right,atleast.

Yejin looked at Hansol,and same time Seungcheol were looking at Joshua he hold gaze for quite long period of time,like he wanted to scream at Joshua or beg him,there is nothing in between.

Seungkwan subconsciously picked up Haeun when Yejin looked at him,he felt somekind of criminal, those gaze are to brutal for his liking,and this is best time for his anxiety to kick him hard and it did.

Seungkwan can feel dizziness in head,quickness in breath. His anxiety kicked him perfectly and this lady still boari g her gaze in him,should he run away? Will it be awkward.

He hugged Ha-eun more closely,the child started to wriggle out from his grip,Mingyu put hand on his shoulder,it was help for him to get out of his daze.

He looked at mingyu in shocked gaze,like he just witnessed ghost and no one apart from him can see it.

Mingyu pulled ha-eun out of his grip and put her on ground,and whispered to seungkwan's ear"are you ok?"

Joshua's hand start to sweat ,he can't hold Seungcheol's gaze and even now when he is looking down he can felt on himself.

'What should I do?' he thought to himself, "ohh my my,I should have skipped the peanut!" Soonyoung said sadness lurking in his tone..

"Isn't it funny,we have gang of people who are allergic to peanut" seokmin said as little laugh erupted here and there.

"He is that guy? isn't he?" Yejin whispered to Hansol,who just nodded,his eyes flickered with emotion but they subsided as he witnessed the sourness in his mother.

Jeonghan patted Soonyoung on back,"it's ok,we can share it with others atleast!" He tried to be optimistic for Soonyoung's hard work.

Joshua's phone rang,he pulled it out, it's from simcard company but still it is good chance to disappear..

"Umm guys it's urgent I have to pick it,Jeongin let's go" he streched out his hand for Jeongin.

"Why you taking Jeongin?" Jihoon inquired,"just attend it and come back,we still have fun for night"

'shit!' he thought to himself,with awkward smile to Jihoon he walked towards main door,"you can use balcony or any bedroom" Jihoon said.

how he wants to hit Jihoon right now! ,'Man you are nice and all but please stop!' he said in mind while smiling as nice as possible.

He take slow awkward steps towards balcony,when he reached there he hold on metal bar and let out a big exhale..

It's to much suffocating,he can't tell Seungcheol that Joshua is having his child,not after all this years and surely not when Seungcheol's mother is present.

"Joshua." He heard behind him and he felt two things at same time,. His heart lost the beat and his legs gave up!

It's Seungcheol,Joshua knew it,he can recognise this voice from anywhere.

He don't have any courage to look back ,to stare into Seungcheol and still behave like nothing change in world.

"Jeongin is my son?" It's same question,but tone differ. He still remember the night when seungcheol were at his house. History repeating and Joshua hate it.

"Why...would you think that?" He said holding big pause in between for his mental sanity.

"His age 5,we parted six years ago; he is allergic to peanuts same as ha-eun,if it ain't genetical then I don't know what" seungcheol has deep threatening voice by now.

"It's mere coincidence!" Joshua still don't have any courage to look back ,this is why he were staring at random tree on street instead of doing anything.

A hard pull on his forearm and Joshua were turned 180° right infront of Seungcheol,whose stares were boaring into him just like before,his breath hitched. Even in this open atmosphere he felt like he is at lack of breath.

"I am too smart for this shit!" Said seungcheol," he has same eye color as me ,and you can only get it by parents!"

'think joshua think!' Joshua said himself into mind,"actually it's not you.. it's-"

"Ohh really? You don't have same eyes as him then who is his that father that shares so much common with me?" The grip on Joshua's arm tighten and so do his throat.

"Don't lie!" Seungcheol feels like on verge of something like he is holding back,if Joshua pushed little more he gonna get angry Seungcheol who is hardest to tame.

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Yejin pulled Seungkwan on corner of room,Mingyu wanted to question it but her face says 'do not interrupt and he obeyed'

"You are that filthy boy? aren't you?" She started as she wipe her hand on her handkerchief as touching Seungkwan gets her dirty!

Seungkwan watched it with his open eyes and were feeling agony from depth of his heart," i..i.. don't understand?" He said .

"That daughter of  yours, it's hansol's,right?" She asked voice is stern ,he just nodded in reply.

A mocking laugh is what he heard before looking at her," what a money making idea,my poor son"

"What?" he were shocked to core.This woman think he deal with 9 months pregnancy,went through tough things,deal with mental health just for some money? Literally money?

He were looking at her wide eyes,Seungkwan never even let anyone play with his prestige,even after getting pregnant at middle of collage years ,he leave his house respectfully.

He despise it when people get in his character and this lady have audacity to call him a money seeker?