Responsibility | Jihancheol FF | Seventeen FF

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"what you doing at my door again?" Seungkwan asked as soon as he opened the door.

Hansol pushed him little aside and stepped in, Haeun rushed towards him and hug his leg.

He crouched down and pat her cheeks smiling happily.

Seungkwan harshly pulled him up by his arm making him stand up.

"What you doing here!" He voice more irritated than before.

"Mingyu Hyung." Hansol called out as Mingyu entered in apartment.

He picked up Haeun promising to buy icecream in return of going with him, which she agreed within minute, but Seungkwan didn't..

Ofcourse the little argument happened but Mingyu successfully took out Haeun with him.

"What's deal with you?" Seungkwan greeted his teeths.

"This reports" Hansol said holding file in between them, "I went to doctor.. Seungkwan.. you need to understand... It's been 3 months from that day and all happening is only wrong day by day" he put the Report on Sofa as he stepped closer towards Seungkwan who stepped back immediately.

"You looked at yourself? You are more thinner than before..

Your cheek bones are deadly visible, your bones..

Seungkwan please!" He stepped once again.

Seungkwan again stepped back. "Ohh stop it Choi, You already did what you had too, so please leave..

I ain't here to get my physical validation from you!"

"Please, it ain't anything but genuine concern.
I know I am late to say this but I love you.. so much ... That it hurt now.... To see you like this..."

"Love?" Seungkwan scoffed.
"You even know meaning of it or just learn from cringe songs?"

"From last 3 months, there ain't a single day I did fall asleep peacefully..
Not a single day I felt normal..
Not a single minute I didn't thought about you..

The tangerines Dad brought make me remember you..

The rice Jeonghan Hyung cooks make me  remember you..

The sun, the moon, the stars, the air.. each and everything.. "
Hansol stepped more closer holding both of Seungkwan's shoulder.

" Please Seungkwan pleasee..

I never knew till today, Physical pain of your loved can be felt in your limbs too..

But I do now, I am sorry..

I will apologise for next 1000 times to you but please don't kill yourself like this.. "
And second time in decade Choi Hansol cried.

" What are you talking about-

I.. I.. didn't "Seungkwan's words stutter, his lips get dry, his breath hitched.

Hansol's hands left Seungkwan's shoulder as he fall to the ground , crying out.

Seungkwan stepped more backwards till his back hit the wall, till he realised he can't back away anymore.

He never ever in his life saw, someone crying..

This much..

For him..

Ever!

He hold his head in his hands, it felt heavy, the room felt suffocating, the surrounding, Hansol's loud sobs..

Everything is too much for him.

Next thing he remember his his legs giving up and he falling towards ground, Hansol dashed as fast as he can, holding Seungkwan in his arms..

"Seungkwan yo.. you.. ok.. oka?" Crying made him loose his voice.

"I.. I.." he can't even form words.

Hansol hold him in his embarance, tight.. to tight to Seungkwan's liking but too tight for him to feel the sincerity, the promise that Hansol ain't going anywhere, atleast this time.

"I am sorry, I am sooo sorry, I thought.. I thought I will loose you right now..

Hit me, scream at me, kick me.. whatever you want..

But not this.. please not this.." Hansol already pressed his head in Seungkwan's shoulder mumbling each words from heart..

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"How is he?" Hansol asked to the Doctor glancing at Seungkwan who were on bed, back resting to head board.

"Fine for now.. but I hope you took him to Hospital, the excessive stress is physically evident now." Doctor said calmly and everyone present in room nodded.

Soonyoung helped doctor out.

"I hope now you will use your dead brain!" Jihoon said folding hands on chest.

"Hyung don't... Please.." Seokmin said patting on Jihoon's shoulder.

"We will talk in evening, I wanna sleep now." Seungkwan said looking at matters,"

Coward! Again!

" Okay."Seokmin said calmly taking everyone out of the room, Hansol were looking at Seungkwan till the door decides to be barrier between them.

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