Responsibility | Jihancheol FF | Seventeen FF

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Hansol were standing in the balcony of Seungcheol's house,just looking outside,nothing to specific.

"So what is your future thought?" Seungcheol said approaching to his brother.

"Bro! I graduated what more do you want?" Hansol said turning his gaze towards his brother .

"I am talking about ... Seungkwan and .." seungcheol didn't completed his sentence,he let the words trail into night air..

"I said it before,I will pay but not gonna get into this parental thing" the younger again rest his body on balcony.

"Hansol..." Seungcheol started,to be honest he want to smack his brother for being ir- responsible,for leaving Seungkwan alone when he needs him the most..

Cause Seungcheol can't imagine leaving Jeonghan like this, literally from first month Jeonghan is in need of support and that's what Doctor said! Pregnancy needs care and support ; but his bratty brother not even skip the pregnancy part but also make sure give hard time to that poor child whose virginity he took and now being like this!

"Don't you have ounce of shame?" He said his voice more than sour..

"Why you even blaming me?,I told him long time ago to abort the child,but his delusional emotional ass wanted that child,and at that time  I am surely not at age  to parentle vibes!" Hansol Said a very strong urge to defend himself.

"But , you know how hard is pregnancy? Should'nt you should be by his side.." seungcheol got cut off

"By which name? His husband or his lover or just the father of that child? This is last time I am telling you, I told him to abort but he didn't and I am nice enough to pay him ,so cut the crap and end this thing." His voice raged into anger now, and seungcheol just decides to drop it for now..

"Yahh CHOI SEUNGCHEOL!" The angry scream of Jeonghan were heard from inside ,both brothers looked at eachother in shocked and then ran inside..

"What happened hannie?" Seungcheol reached to doorway of kitchen where he witnessed his husband holding frying pan and fumming in anger..

"Where are potatoes?"

"Check in the-"

"Not found,where are they?"

"I remember buying them,check-"

"You liar!"

"No I am not.." seungcheol moved further in kitchen to check himself and soon confirmed that he actually forgot to buy them..

"Sorry, I will get them tommorow, I don't know how I forgot.." he scratch his head looking around in kitchen..

"Now!"

"Huh?"

"I said now! Go buy them"

A low laugh of hansol can be heard as seungcheol gave Jeonghan a pleading look, "hannie it's already past 10, no vendor is going to be there and we already had dinner..how about I do it as first thing tommorow?" Seungcheol use all softness he can to pursue his pregnant husband.

Jeonghan think it for briefe  moment and then nodded,putting pan back in its place he walked out of kitchen,leaving two brothers to themselves..

Seungcheol sigh in tired and Hansol laughed out, "this is why I don't want pregnant seungkwan that time,I ain't made for someone's mood swings.." he pat his brothers shoulder and walked away..

Seungcheol just stand there looking into nothingness as agony feeled his blood.

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"Hansol I..I am pregnant"seungkwan said as his was scratching his thumb with other finger

"You what?" Hansol who is quite engaged in his mobile game shot up straight

"I said.." and Seungkwan again continued his sentence,it embarrassing as Hansol didn't reacted for while,choosing random bench of collage campus to talk about this, is worst idea seungkwan ever thought.

Hansol's DECLINING period run for whole 12 days ,and it's no help to seungkwan's pregnancy,in the end Hansol said with straight face that Seungkwan should abort the child.

He remember the thump in heart closing for while,the air swirling stopped also,how could? How can Hansol even suggest something like that?

Screaming and fighting is what happened after that,but in the end it didn't affected decision of hansol,he walked out of there like nothing..

Like Seungkwan never mattered? There intimacy never mattered ,is this all play?
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Seungkwan waked up in shock,another nightmare of same scenario.

He is tired of it,he thought he is to fragile for things like this,but look at him now it's been this long and he still fighting and  not dead yet.

He looked beside him,his daughter..

She sleeping to calmly to his liking, like she  is not the reason he is having hard time today..

Alas! Whom she is for him to blame, it's his fault , it's hansol's fault ,surely not of this 2 years toddler's fault

"I think I should start to see therapist,I don't want to roam around like mad man in future" he said to himself as he gulped down a whole glass of water and went sleep,no went back to attempt of sleep which to be honest he failed..