What's Love (Sequel to make to break up)

Chapter 32

Selena Gomez
Jordyn got to go home so that what I'm doing at the moment Leah had moved with Pattie "Mom"I heard drew came up to me "What"I said I was feeding Jordyn "I miss Leah"he said "Well call Pattie"I said "can I go see her"He asked "Ask your dad to take you"I said "Dad"Drew said walking away after I fed Jordyn I put him down for a nap and went and got max he was woke i sat down and rocked him to sleep I put him in his crib I went to Bella room but she wasn't in there I seen drew "Where's Bella"I said "With Dad and will"he said "When did will come"I said I went to Justin he was with will and had Bella in his lap I walked in it was two tvs she was watching cartoons as they watched hockey she seen me walk in and she smiled her "Hey princess"I said she and max were 3 months "Nap time"I said "No let her stay we bonding"Justin said I grabbed her and she got jumpy she looked at Justin "See she wants to stay"he said "Fine 10 more minutes if I'm not back 10 more minutes so 20 minutes then it's bed time miss bella"I said she giggled "Hey will"I said he waved I walked out I went calling Pattie "Hey I'm checking in on Leah"I said "Me and her just came from the spa"she said "did she smoke"I said "If she did I didn't see it"'she said "I told her if she do smoke she's coming back home and I'm locking her in her room"I said "I'm dead serious"I said "Where she at"I said "hey mom"she said "did you smoke"I asked "Mom"she said "So it's a yes"I said "Next week you are coming home"I said "No"she said "You get no say you cut your wrist and I am your mother so you will be home tomorrow I don't want to let you out my eye sight and the things you are doing with Pattie you can do with me I don't mind taking you for a mother and daughter day"I said "Remember I got your nails did"I asked "yes I remember but dad didn't want me having nails"she said "And I'll talk to him you are 14 years old it's about time you are treated like an 14 year old"I said "fine I'll come home today"she said "Text when here and I'll come get your things out the car"I said "Fine but I'm still gonna be a bitchy moody teenager everyone forgot my birthday"she said I took a deep breath "fine Challenge accepted"I said after I went get Bella she was sleep in Justin arms I kissed him and took her to her crib I put her favorite toy close to her and I turned the light off and turned her night light on I walked out with the baby monitor I sat it on the counter a car horn beeped I looked Pattie came out the car "Justin come help out Leah"I said I ran out and hugged Leah so tight "Get off me it's only been a week"she said I grabbed her backpack off her back and helped her inside she went to her room "Where's my stuff"she said "oh I had Justin and will take it all out if you think coming home will be easy think again"I said "I took everything out for your safety"I said "You have a bed sone books and clothes for the week"I said "So basically I'm in prison"She said "Your words not mine"I said "Mom"She said "Don't mom you the one who posted your ass on a adult chat site and cursing your father out and smoking all that stuff you did I'm just here to prevent you from doing anymore of it"I said she folded her arms "unfold your arms Leah do you know what you did almost cost you're siblings to be took from me"I said "Cps wanted to take them because you cut your arm"I said "So my mental health is my fault"she said "Who should I blame me your dad your siblings no one told you to cut your arm Leah"I said "I blame you mom look at the mess you made you fell in love with two men one of them being dad and got pregnant by both men had twins and that wasn't good enough two months after you gave birth you ended up pregnant again if I wasn't so depressed you'll have dad and will probably getting you pregnant again not caring what I do"She said "Can I have alone time to process my trauma"she said I walked out I went to sit down Justin came and he kissed my cheek "I'm a bad mother"I said "you tea have to find a new word"he said "Leah just told me I had a threesome then days after I gave birth to Bella and max that I had sex 2 months later getting pregnant again and then said if she wasn't so depressed I'll have you or will in my room getting me pregnant again"I said he got up "Go apologize to your mother now"I heard yelling "Why should I it's true"she said "Go apologize I don't care how depressed you are you don't get to say that to your mother"I heard "it's true"she yelled "I said go"he yelled "I'm not apologetic on how I feel"she said "Look here you little shit that's your mom and my girlfriend so you go and apologize to her right now"he said "Justin"I said "It's alright"I said "No it's not alright she need to apologize"he said "I am not apologize for how I feel"Leah yelled "Leah Marie you don't yell at your parents like that"We heard I seen Pattie standing there "can I just go back to Pattie house"she said "Why so you can smoke hell no"I said "ugh I hate you and I wish dad never came back"she yelled she ran to her room and then she yelled "I can't even slam my door"She yelled "Did you have to take the door"she asked "Yes she would sneak and smoke if we didn't"I said "I'm doing what's best for her"I said "treating her like a prisoner isn't okay Selena"she said "I understand and I respect what you saying but she's my child Pattie and Justin didn't have the good parenting skills and look how he turned out a cheating bastard who smokes weed and pop pills"I said "I don't pop pills"He said "Sure you don't"I said I went to his hiding spot "Drew go to your room"I said "I want this shit out my house"I said "You part of the problem why she smokes because she took your cigarettes"I said tears came out my eyes "My baby has a nicotine addiction because you can't keep your cigarettes out of reach"I said "And here it is again Justin being the problem to everything in my life"I said Will came in "I can take her and drew for a few days I don't smoke"Pattie said "Cleanse the house and throw away every cigarette pack out that Justin smokes it's time we have a change"she said I nodded "fine"I said "Leah baby"I said "Come here sweetheart"I said "You going back okay but before you leave I need to search your things and you"I said I took her to the restroom and she took her clothes off "I seen squid game open legs and push"I said "Mom"She said "Do it"I said she did nothing came out "Fine put them back on"I said and I waited until she was done soon we came out and I searched her bags "I will be over tomorrow to search Pattie house and the room you in"I said "Whatever"She said will and Justin took her things back to the car "What about the twins and Jordyn"She said "They staying here"I said she nodded I hugged Leah and kissed her head "eww Stop mom"She said "drew get your things you going over grandma house for a few days"I said he ran excited after they left I went all over the house and got every where Justin hides his stash of weed and cigarettes even beer and liquor "You going to an AA meeting"I told him he nodded "In order to stay here with me you going"I said "And I will be driving you there"I said "now get all this shit out my fucking house"I said I went to my room and sat down tears came out my eyes "Selena"I heard the door opened I seen will I took a deep breath "I'm sorry you had to see that"I said "You feelings are valid you have kids here and he stashing drugs and things here"he said I continue to cry but I got up and went to Justin I started hitting him "I trusted you"I said crying "My daughter was smoking the cigarettes you had"I said "Selena stop you just birth a baby"will said I sat down and took a deep breath "I will never hurt my kids you know that"Justin said "You already did"I said "When did I hurt them tell me that"He said "When you use to bring them hoes home and you act like I wasn't hearing you fuck them while our kids sleep in they bed no wonder Leah can't stand you but I always try to defend you because you're they dad and I try to love you but you never make it easy for me baby"I said "you going to get help and maybe Leah will see you trying to be a good dad"I said "Help with what I hardly take pills"he said "Like I said you getting help"I said "And I been a good dad you took them and left me so don't you dare sit and call me a bad dad I wanted to be there in they life but you left me"He yelled "You left me first remember I tried to move on but you didn't let me kept coming around being friends with benefits I got pregnant but I miscarried that baby and maybe just maybe that was god telling me to leave that man alone but no Leah having a dad was more important then my feelings"I yelled "Come on let's go see about the babies"I heard will say I was crying he picked me up and we went to the kids room I took a deep breath "Are you okay now I can stay if you need me too"he said "No I'm fine I'm pretty sure we'll make up soon this isn't the first argument and it won't be the last I'm fine"I said "You sure"He said I nodded he kissed my cheek and left I took a deep breath and went to the kitchen "can we talk"Justin said "What"I said "we both did wrong by them kids yea I left you and I'm sorry but you left me because you thought I chose Hailey my kids are more important "Your kids Justin you have kids with me you have a son with Chantel and Yovanna and Hailey so what kid do you actually care for"I said "I care for all them"he said "Ryan have your son Leah almost dated him because you kept that from me"I said "I'm sorry baby"He said "I'm angry and mad Justin my daughter damn near tried to kill herself do you understand that she my baby girl and I'll be damn if I lose her"I said "and when I think about it it is your fucking fault"I said I swung my my gist hit his chest "If you wasn't cheating on me then I wouldn't have to get my get back the only messed up part is I got pregnant doing a three some with you and will and then I slept with both of you in the same week no wonder she's embarrassed and calls me a hoe because you couldn't keep it in your damn pants and be faithful so I tried to get my get back"I said "Do you still love me"he said I folded my arms "Do you even know what love is"I said "Of course I do do you know what love is"he said "I would have lost Leah being so upset about the break up if I didn't love you Justin"I said he came up to me "What can I do to make it up to you"he said "Be a better father to them kids"I said "I'll take Leah and drew out somewhere special"he said "To them all Justin be a father to them all"I said "Yovanna said she didn't want my help"he said "Okay watch about Carly and her sister or Austin"I said "Fine I'll ask they mother can they come over but I'll ask when Leah back in the house"he said "Okay"I said he kissed my cheek "I love you Selena"He said "Everybody loves Selena"I said smiling he smiled he kissed me "I'll go run you a warm bath"He said I nodded he walked away I went checking on the babies and then I went to the room and took my warm bath and got ready for bed