Some of this happened, but not all in one day subhanAllah
It's how i got inspired to write it...
My mum passed away on a jummah in Ramadan 2023 she was such a beautiful soul inside and out mashaAllah and the best years of my life were caring for her even though for me I knew it would end one day I just never expected it to be so quick subhanAllah, I never expected jet to pass on the same day as my dad subhanAllah and they were both the same age on passing away subhanAllah!
I don't know what that means and several imams are yet to know, but I just feel they are true companions who will find one another in the birzaq before Qiyama.
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A shadow always follows you where there is Shams
When it is lail the shadow is gone!
All you have to remember is Allah and His Angels and His protective words won't ever leave you in darkness ❤️
The only thing leaving you in darkness is your own negative thoughts and you are sabotaging your own relationship with Allah! Satan enjoys to waswas to you, but Allah left us a shadow to remind us of prayer times and especially when it doubles in Size I remembered instantly that it was asr because the sun was lowering subhanAllah...
Then it disappeared entirely one time in the late fall I came home at maghrib and my mum told me, "just because your shadow left you in darkness it doesn't mean Allah left you in darkness,"
I went to pray maghrib and immediately I smelt burmah and fresh khubs and it reminded me of the blessings we have right here that we often take for granted and I rememered to Thank Allah and I began kissing my mums hands and I rubbed them for her because I appreciated her more and my mum didn't like cold hands and asked me if I didn't mind massaging her when my hands were warmer (haha) I remember washing my hands, eating and my mum all she thought of was the dishes and she hadn't realised I washed them, cleaned the entire kitchen just before I'd eaten, she was busy serving food.
I wanted to surprise her!
I said to her, "and your shadow hasn't left you in darkness either,"
She turned and said to me...
"No I have a beautiful child full of light, generousisity and compassion and may Allah forgive all your sins and protect you no matter what,"
"You too mum,"
"Excuse me no homework yet I want that massage now,"
I laughed and massaged my mums feet and her shoulders, arms, neck, back and her hands,"
We prayed isha together and she helped me with my homework and then we did some tasbih together and did our itkar before we fell asleep on the night side with intention to wake up for fajr and my mum always set the alarm for tahajud.
"Good night my sweet butterfly, Allahummah, yaqfirliq wa yarhamiq wa yasamahiq, wa yahdiq, wa 3la kulli sha3n qadeer."
"Ameen and I wish the same to you, Good night my lovely sweet heart mother and may Allah always protect you and care for you ameen,"
"Ameen and make plenty of dua for those who have nobody to do dua for them because the angels will say ameen and wish the same for you too,"
"Ya rab lakal mulku wa lakal hamdu wal Shakur wa ala kulli sha3n qadeer,"
