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Alhamdulilah for this blessed day to fall upon us
I hope you listened to or recited surat Al kahf and if not please aim for it next week because you will feel really good
Allah will forgive your sins but please remove your guilt or otherwise Satan will make you repeat these sins over and over again including zina, being abusive or having ego or pride
Let me be honest because I had ego, I blamed people for things that went wrong or evil eye, sihir astakfirallah and what humbled me immensely was knowing it was my own negative thoughts
Thinking about what people are thinking or wondering
Even when rumours were spread and I should have known better that their lies were my way of gaining reward without lifting a finger subhanAllah
Obviously the Satan wanted me lost and full of negative thoughts so he began to waswas to me especially during my ida period of my divorce aged 20 and it continued for a while afterwards I was blaming others for everything that went wrong and it was me I was full of negative thoughts until one day I decided enough was enough
I changed myself and my connection with Allah and I stopped rushing my salah
I spoke to my creator and I spoke to Him before I slept and thanked Him for everything
I remembered why I'm here and why I'm grateful and the purpose of dunya and death and birzaq and the stages of akhirah and the levels of jahanam and Jennah and why I wanted paradise
Allah guided me and You will be guided, but you really must want Jennah and to understand the value of this life and why we must go through the tests to achieve such paradise
Don't feel guilt because it leads you back to the same sins
Also don't regret the sin because it will lead you back, because Satan will do the waswas
Don't think about how amazing it could have been to have someone because Allah took them from you as a means to test you and there is a reason behind it and if you keep thinking about them subhanAllah it will only lead you to Waswasa and Satan will trap you
Please make dua 🤲 for guidance
Cry to Allah and he'll always send angels around you or loving people
Like my mum passing was hard for me I'm an empath I was suppressing my emotions very badly I couldn't cry or anything
My uncle flew all the way from Germany and held my hand and comforted me and I thanked Allah because Allah knew I needed that comfort around me during this difficult time.
Me and him maybe far, but no matter the distance- My uncle will always be close to my heart subhanAllah.
So you're never alone if you truly believe in Allah, his angels, his books and His messengers - please be assured He truly is beside you and is the most merciful and He wants you
If you repeat a sin, Allah will find a way for you to
RETURN
SubhanAllah
If this message reaches you
You were meant to be guided and may you
RETURN
I pray to Allah to guide those lost in the dunya through substances, members of the opposite sex, through zina of the ears, tongue, touch, eyes, or wherever else and I pray Allah guides those lost in dunya through work and finance ameen!
