Tested like no tomorrow
It made me think deep into my soul
How much we are loved
Allah keeps wanting to bring us back to Him
We prayed for a miracle
As a child so innocent our dreams cried out to meet Him
We had the hardest lives
Those who get tested and keep ignoring the signs
Remember surah araf warns you
That catastrophe that becomes your jennah
Dunya is your forever
Allah leaves you to do as you please
Unsustainable wealth and zina
Later on you get a test and you're either numb or expecting payouts
Or even If you're sad you running back to the same place
So you keep ignoring the signs
I prayed for a miracle as a child
I said I want jennah
It's been one struggle after another
Its been loneliness
Alhamdulilah
Nobody can feel what I felt
Nor the dark or hardtimes I fell on
Life's worth the pain for the akhirah
Regardless of what they believe
Or if people just see you as some scrambling loon
To Allah you're higher in the ranks
They can try to sabotage you in dunya
They only sabotage themselves
Allah gives you jennah but you must struggle and thank Him for it
