All books will soon take hault
I have a new story but I can't get it off my old wattpad because it is hacked
I'm trying to get into it by requesting a new password and I'll no longer use this acc
I know this is shocking but I wasn't acting in a way I should have been
Writing thrillers and crime stories and all kinds of weird things
It just wasn't me
Obviously Satan was getting into my creative mind and I'm trying to stop this happening because its hindering my growth islamically
I was becoming a person I no longer recognised
Even when I was writing the diary Authubilahi what was I thinking?
Why was this weird stuff in my brain?
I began questioning my own mental health and issues going on and got myself into a better space...
I understood completely what was happening and why it happened and how I never finished any of the books because Allah was indeed protecting me from going mainstream and moving to America 2019 I couldn't leave my mum sick because my heart couldn't do it so I knew I had my empathy and compassion but deeply I was very numb inside from many things.
I'm not blaming anybody I'm blaming myself and how I dealt with the things happened I never wanted to upset anyone and the fans that are enjoying my articles and the Islamic things on the forum i appreciate the support but writing the old stuff isn't giving me contentment its giving me regret and guilt and I knew immediately
Allah wanted me to
RETURN
So He guided and He Guided
He chose me to care for my mum she picked me and I learned skills in the drop of a hat
I learned more and more this is Allah's mercy
Never have I felt so grateful or at peace before
So I'm sorry if I ever let anyone down I'm deleting Monica because I don't want to win the wattys I have a feeling about it so I'm deleting it for Allah's sake
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