We had many beautiful years together
I miss your sound
I miss your face
I pray you'll come back
Or if I find you laying asleep
I hope you prayed for me
I hope you're not lost
Or starving
I'm scared if I get the call that you're no longer with me
I need you here
When I'm struggling
I'm sad
I have nobody to wipe my tears but you
Please Don't be afraid if you're wandering I hope you're home soon
I'm searching all night
My eyes are black
I'm tired but you're important to me you're my baby girl
My precious sweet beautiful girl
I love you to the moon and back
If you're asleep I'll pray for jennah
I need to find you again my precious
Must move away because the memories are too vivid and nobody understands
There's little care left
Yet they say I struggle with words of affirmation
Who can blame me when my life has been full of abuse
I can't be consistent when everybody I met is inconsistent
Without my two rocks it's time to go
I thought some people cared and they did not
They added to my pain and hurt me more
Yet I still forgive them
Do they hold grudges I'm not sure
Others view me differently because of what they see
The things I see aren't believed and this will one day come to light or I hope it doesn't because it will hurt a lot of people more than my disappearance
There are things nobody knows that I know
Things people know and did nothing about it because they're too selfish and only think of themselves
So only keeping one around for their needs is selfish
Yet walking away is selfish too, but not at the expense of my nafs
