Exchange of hearts - Hambebe AU

Chapter 78

Sheena's POV

Hindi ko alam kung saan ako dadalhin ng mga paa ko. Ang alam ko lang gusto kong tumakbo ng malayo pa sa malayo.

Pero hindi ko naman kabisado dito. Bahala na.

Hindi ko alam mararamdaman ko. Was it really destiny that brought us together? Or hinanap niya lang ako, because she found out na ako yung heart recipient?

Lahat ba ng pinakita niya sakin were the things she really meant to say and do for me o eto yung she wishes to say and do for her first love?

Sabi ko na nga ba. Mahirap kalaban ang first love eh. Just like what happened sa mama at papa ko.

Kung hindi ako idedeny na anak, second option naman ako na mamahalin. Ang sakit.

Bakit ngayon pa nangyare to, kung kelan mahal na mahal ko na yung tao.

In a short span of time, I trusted her, allowed her to enter my world and allowed my self to enter hers.

Umabot pa kami sa Bataan, sa Isabela at ngayon dito sa Bicol. Ganun ko siya pinagkatiwalaan nagpapakaladkad na ko kung saan saan.

Why do I need to know these revelations kung kailan I'm at a point of no return, kasi mahal ko na eh as in mahal na mahal.

P-pero I just realize..Did my heart really beat for her kasi mahal ko siya as Sheena? Or mahal ba siya ng puso ko bilang Aiah?

Kaya ba ganun ako kadali nahulog sa kanya? May scientific basis ba na the heart knows what it wants kahit kanino pa ito mapunta?

Beh?! Wala ako sa kdrama eh! Hindi ko to deserve. Feeling ko destiny has been playing games with me.

Oo grateful ako to be living an extended life pero, hindi ko naman po ginusto mainlove sa parehong taong unang minahal ng may ari neto eh like is it even called love at this point?

I don't know.. I'm overwhelmed and hurt at the same time.

Nagconfess na rin lang siya last time ng feelings niya, she could have told me everything. Hindi yung nagmukha akong tanga.

Tita Lou even mentioned about ate Colet and ate Maloi. Parang may naaalala nga ata akong nadulas si ate Maloi about dun.

Nauna pang malaman sakin ni ate Colet at ate Maloi?! Kaya ba ganun na lang yung yakap sakin ni ate Colet last time?!

See? Kahit siya, maybe she only changed the way she treats me because she sees Aiah in me.

Kahit nga kanina eh, yung magulang ni Aiah treats and feeds me like their daughter.

Ibig ba sabihin nun, Gwen only pursued me because she sees her in me? Minahal niya ba talaga ako ng dahil sa ako or dahil her first love is already a part of me forever.

Eto yung mga tanong na gustung gusto kong masagot niya. Pero kanina, she can't even speak a damn word.

What a coward! Maangas lang pala datingan, pero duwag naman magsabi ng katotohanan.

I don't know.. Hindi ko na talaga alam para na kong nahihilo sa tindi ng emotions na nararamdaman ko ngayon.

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Mikha's POV

Asan na ba yung bear ko. Oh my gosh, baka I won't forgive myself from being a part of this if something happens to her.

I shouldn't have agreed on Maya's request and plans.

I understand naman na she is genuinely concern for the both of them, especially knowing na she is also doing this for her twin.