Understanding the meaning of Love with MaAn

Anuj and his Family Story

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Anu: Dekha.... Abhi aap hi bole ki aapke jeevan mei bhi problems hai.. lekin nahi bataenge aap kyun ki... Batane layak nahi samaj the hai.. aap... ab se mere pareshaniya bhi aapko nahi bataungi.... Dosti sirf ek taraf se nahi hotha hai Anuj...."

Anuj: "Ese kab bola mei ki tumhe batane layak nahi samaj tha hun. Bus tumhe hurt karna nahi chahtha hun.. Achcha Achcha theek hai... Sorry sab bataunga mei theek hai... ek bhi cheez nahi chupaunga aajke baad... theek hai... Suri Suri Surii .... Achcha suno...

NOTE: SORRY AGAR SPELLING MISTAKES AUR GRAMMAR MEI MISTAKE HAI TOH.. EK SAANS MEI LIKHA HAI... ADJUST KARKE PADLENA YAAR Suri Suri Suri Again

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Anuj: "Achcha theek hai suno abh... Jab mei peida hua... mere maa baap kon hai yeh mujhe nahi pata Anu... mei AnathAshram mei pedha hua tha.. ", he already had his eyes teared up.. he held sat with her on sofa... He held her hands in his and continued, "Wahan pehle sabd Maa ya papa nahi hotha hai... Thank you sekha ya jaatha hai... Mujhe hamesha lagtha tha ki abhi aayenge mere mummy paapa... abhi is ashram se lejaayenge... aur bohot pyaar karenge... 6 saal thak roz mei gate peh jaake ke Mummy papa ka wait kartha raha... aj aayenge... nahi aayen.. koi baat nahi.. kal aayenge.... lekin kabhi aaye hi nahi.. 6 saal Anu, 6 saal wait kiya... tabhi... Mr. Kapadia and Mrs. Gayathri Kapadia aaye Anath aashram mei.. unko bachcha biologically nahi horaha tha.. isiliye kisi bachche ko godh lene aaye the... Unlogo ne mujhe dekthe hi pata nahi kyun mujhe andar se feeling aarahi hi ki yeh mere hi mummy paapa hai... Woh log aaye.. mere paas... unko bhi shayad ese hi laga hoga Anu... Seedha godh leh liya mujhe.... Mujhe bahoooott pyaar kiya... Krishna aur Yashoda wali scene tha mere aur Maa ke saath. Bohot pyaar kartha Anu... unse... Woh bhi pyaar ki kabhi kami nahi chodi.... Fir Bhagwaan ki krupa se.. jab mei 11 saal ka hua.. tab unko ek biological bachchi hui.... meri behen.... Mukku. Woh bohot pyaar karthithi mujse. uska pehla sabdh Bhai tha... Naa mamma tha na paapa.. bhai tha.... bohot pyaar tha Anu... chaar log plus Gk kaka.. humare ghar mei sab se bade wahi the... small happy family tha... 

18 saal ka tha tab mei terese pyaar karne lagya tha... Yeh baat mei Mummy aur Papa ko bhi bataya tha.. jab mummy ko bhataya... tab unhone bola yeh ghungroo hai... use dee aur propose kar... lekin shaadi abhi nahi hogi kyun ki padhai important hai... dono padai .... khatam karneke baad karlena shaadi... jab mei woh ghungroo leke there ghar aaya tha tho tere shaadi hora ha tha... wahi mera heart break hogya tha... lekin waha meine tere chehre dekha tha Anu.... Tum bahot khush thi... toh mei tere khushi mei hi mere khushi yeh samajke chod diya... ab lagraha hai... meine kitna bada... galathi kiya tha.... 

Khair... useke baad... papa ka business tha... chote scale mei tha... usa mei shift hogaye... thauji ne thode paise lagaye the business mei... fir unka koi issue thi tho jagda hoke door hogaye... Mei yahan India mei nahi rehpaaraha tha Anu... mujhe tere yaad aatha tha toh roh padtha... aur ese these karke yahan... ke business niptane thak rukhe hue the... lekin uske baad pata chala that you were pregnent already.... us waqt joh heart break hua tha.... sehen nahi karpaaya... maa-papa legaye mujhe usa, iss umeed se ki mei move on kar paaunga.. nahi karpaaya... tab mei shayri karne lagya tha....

ese tese karke 6 saal gusar gaye... mera 24th birthday tha... Anu... Mukku 13 saal ki thi... 
Mujhe birthday bahar celebrate karna pasand nahi tha... Anu... hamesha... ghar mei hi ese cake banake... cut karthe the celebrate karthe the.. Lekin pata nahi mujhe kya shook chadgaya tha.. mujhe baahar jaake celebrate karna tha... maa-papa ne mana kiya lekin meine zidd ki... toh maan gaye mere zidd..". He started hitting his forehead very hard... and started saying, "kyun kiya meine zidd... kyun kiya mei ziddd..." and now he was crying quite literally, he slipped from the sofa... fell down near her foot. He was sobbing like a kid. He placed his head on her lap and continued his story.