INLOVE WITH A GAY

CHAPTER 4: TRY

FAYE POV:

"{I'm telling you, he's jealous Faye!!}"

"You think so?"

I am talking on the phone with Adelle rightnow. My cousin. I told her what happened lastnight.

"{Yes!! What was that if he's not affected, right?!}"

"Do you think he likes me too?"

"{Why don't you ask him that, Faye?}"

I'm scared.

"I can't tell him yet, Delle."

"{Sabagay, it's too hard to risk your friendship with him. Is he there?}"

"No but we're going to their house tonight."

"{Wait I have an idea. Sabi nila kapag hindi mo masabi sa tao na gusto mo sya, iparamdam mo nalang daw diba?}"

"What do you mean?"

"{Why don't you seduce that gay, Faye?}"

What?

"You're crazy." I mumbled.

"{He's still a man with needs, Faye! Hindi naman sya nagpa sex change kaya posible pa na maakit sya sayo! Use that to make him fall for you.}"

"I can't. Fuck. He's disgusted by my whole existence. That's crazy."

"{It's not if you play your cards well, Faye. You're beautiful and very sexy! You can have him in your fingers if you will just try.}"

I don't know.

I quickly turned off the call and throw my phone at the bed.

I don't know if I can. Masyadong iwas sakin ang baklang iyon. Kahit nga amoy lang ng katawan ko ay ayaw nya at agad na akong pinapalayo.

Paano pa kung subukan ko?

"Faye! Are you ready?! We're going!"

I heard my mom knocking on my door. Agad kong binuksan ang pinto dala ang bag ko at nakitang kumunot ang noo nya sa soot ko.

"Don't you have your dress?"

"Dress is not for me, mom."

"But that's too short, Faye. It's cold outside."

Tumingin ako sa soot kong sikip na white sando at high waisted na maong short. Fit ang sando at maiksi ang short kaya mas lumitaw ang hubog ng katawan ko.

I'm just 22 but my body is already shaped like an hour glass that I've got from my mom.

Some people already mistaken me as a bit older because of my facadè, height and body.

"I'm comfortable with these, mom."

"Fine. But go get your blazer."

What for?

I just sweetly smiled at her and walked down the house. Narinig ko pa ang pagtawag nya pero hinayaan nadin ako na ganoon lang ang soot.

Sa buong byahe ay naiisip ko ang sinabi ni Adelle kanina. I know that is a crazy stupid idea but I like Yasher that much.

He's like a puzzle that I always wanted to solve or a mystery that I crave to discover.

"Hello, Veron! Faye! Good evening!!"