MagCon imagines (request closed)

Hayes Grier @PaisleyGrimes

Part 4 for @PaisleyGrimes hope you guys enjoy it :)
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I sat on my bed. Alone with my thoughts. The room was colder than usual. I didn't care.

Nash had driven me home from the hospital about twenty minutes ago. I left grudgingly. I just couldn't believe my best friend and boyfriend was gone.

I was never going to feel his arms around me. His lips up against mine. His hand in mine.

I was never going to see those crystal blue eyes. That brilliant white smile. The dark hair he spent so much time on just to have me mess it up.

I sniffled and pulled my large blanket over my head. I shut my eyes tight and tried to picture him with me.

I failed miserably.... He was gone and that's how it was going to stay.

I would never walk down the long isle and fall into his arms. We would never spend Christmas with our children. Never grow old together.

I punched my pillow in frustration. How could he have been taken from me? How could he have gotten hurt enough that his heart just stopped? Did he even try to stay or did he just give up?

I cried. I cried out for him. For me. For Skylynn who would grow up without any siblings in the house. For Elizabeth who lost her son. For Nash and Will who lost a cherished brother. For all that was wrong in the world.

I eventually fell asleep. 

(Part 5? Or fan fiction?)