"Goldenheart Histories"

A new purpose (part 3)

- Ballister narrates -

I knew it was already daylight, my eyes refused to open and I felt like my body was very heavy, it was as if I had worked three days straight without stopping; when I was finally able to open my eyes I realized I was in Ambrosius' room, I tried to sit up but that slight movement made me feel intense pain in my hip, I couldn't help it and I screamed in pain; I heard the door open and saw Ambrosius come in.

- Bal! What's wrong!? Are you okay!?

- Ugh, calm down, I'm fine, I just feel a little numb.

- Oh, sure, slow down, it must hurt a lot- he helped me sit down, he accompanied me and after that there was a great silence, it was becoming uncomfortable-

- ...

- ...

- Hey... are you okay with what happened last night?

- Last night?... Hah!

I remembered everything that happened, our confessions, the heat of the moment and above all... how we gave ourselves to each other, I think it was too much for me, it was so many times that after a while I didn't know what was happening anymore, but apart from that... I knew that what I was feeling was full of a lot of love, as intense as it was, it didn't feel like a carnal act only.

- It seems that you remembered it... how do you feel?

- I'm fine.

- Are you sure?

- Of course I do.

- Then try to get up without twisting your face in pain- he was challenging me so I tried, but it was impossible for me not to feel pain, seeing that it was hard for me he offered me his help- heh, I knew I was very hard on you.

- That... that I...- I felt somewhat embarrassed, although it wasn't my first time I had never felt this kind of pressure on my body before- ... it wasn't bad, not at all in fact, it's just...

- What?

- ... I had never be with an alpha in heat.

- Oh, well it makes sense... let me take you to the bathroom, I did what I could but you need to wash yourself- with difficulty I started walking and he left me in the bathroom- I'll leave you clothes out here, I'll wait for you in the dining room to have breakfast.

- Sure- with that he left me alone, I took off my pajamas and looked at myself in the mirror, I had many of his marks on my skin- ... wow... it really happened...

I still didn't believe it but the evidence was clear, this pain and all these marks are real, but even though I did the same thing as with my other partners... I didn't feel sad from the moment it touched me... after so many breakups, that kind of relationship vividly reminded me of the sadness of the moment, but what I felt with Ambrosius... was the most wonderful thing I've ever experienced in my life.

I put my feet on the ground for a moment and headed to the shower, as the water fell on me after a few seconds I could feel something thick running down my legs, I blushed a lot, I knew exactly what it was, I started to wash myself but it seemed to never end.