So that's it. My first ever story ended just like that. So first of all thank you to everyone who gave this story a chance and showed a lot of love.
Let me rant a bit. I started writing this story when I was on the worst or the best turning points in my life. I was about to write sitting in my house feeling the hot summer and drinking watermelon juice. But life did 180 degree turn on me and everything flunked. Everything changed and I realised that it's not going to be the same. I realised I could check out atleast writing from my summer bucket list through my phone. And that's how I decided I should just publish the first chapter eventhough I had no Idea what I was writing about. I only had the story of the first 6 chapter, then after that everything was blank. I was reckless at that time but I am thanking that me because if I didn't do that impulsive shit I would have just postponed it to being lazy to cancelling it.
And then came the news that hit me and all the people who loved Astro genuinely like hurricane. I still remember it. I was working on the fourth chapter and my friend called me if I heard the news. And the rest is something that I don't want to remember. I went through so much emotions in short period of time and it was devastating and exhausting. I was tired of crying all day. But I somehow managed to complete the 4th chapter and published it. I decided to complete this for Bini. And with one month gap I published 2 more chapters. And then I was stuck in a point. I didn't have any Idea for the plot and to make the matter worse I slowly started to realise that I am falling out from Astro, the group that felt like a home to me. It was already hard to watch their videos and listen to their song without tearing up because I knew it's not going to be the same anymore. I felt I didn't know them anymore but I still loved them despite everything. But there was still something wrong. I stopped writing. So for more than 5 months my story was in the attic. But How did I regain the inner roha in me ? That was in January 2024 where I completed reading my most favourite bxb books by howtosellmysoul. Reading their books really made me wanted to get on my feet again. I wanted write it like that author. You could say she inspired me. So I took my story in my hands and started writing it again. I just let my pen, actually keyboard take me wherever it wanted to and soon I had a plot in my mind. And by then my inner aroha came outside and I was back to the time where I was just a baby roha. I could watch my favourite Astro reality shows where they are running around yelling again without crying. I could listen to their songs again and dance to it. It felt so good being back. And I realised how much I love them. How much warmth they give me.how much comfort they bring me. Their interactions Became more precious and sentimental. It didn't feel the same at all. It was more overwhelming that I would have my eyes welling up just by looking at night sky. But I like it this way. I really do. Astro is my second home and I hope it will stay till the day I die. And by Astro I mean the six stars, it's never 5 or 4. It's always 6.
And I completed it. It is seriously my best accomplishment because I am extremely lazy.trust me on that one. And I am not very patient, I am that kind person who want the result of that I did right at that instant and if I don't I would just leave it in the middle. So this was a long journey and I was surprisingly very patient with everything. Honestly I started writing hoping to get one million readers overnight and it took me almost one year to get 500 readers. But I learned to be happy with the gradual rise in readers and rankings. So this creation will always be cherished by me even if it's a bit messed up.
And let me thank Rockyboba and moonsaroha. These two people really motivated me to keep writing. Their little comments would really light up my day. I wanna give y'all a big hug. I have so much to say but words are not coming out. I really appreciate all your votes and comments. Thank you ❤️
So if you reached here reading this very big afterward let me give you virtual hug. Thank you and loveyou all.
This is not the end
I am already working on my next work
It's not a ff
Completly original story
So wait for me
Peace out ✌️
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Come Back To Me / ASTRO FF
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