Disgaea it's all good fam

the timeline of ruthlessness. a secret of her feelings.

in this timeline she was only ruthless to her enemy her mantra was.

i will be the first defence to protect the allies behind me.

i will be the last defence if i fall I will heal myself and rise like a Phoenix to end this fight before anyone can die.

i'm tired of all this death. i'm tired of my friends dying whether it be from my hand or the enemies.

i need to change. 

from the blade of crimson into the shield that protects everyone i love.

if i am the only one at the end of the world. 

then what is even the point of me surviving i'm tired of being alone.

i'm tired of being the only one left on the battlefield.

i'm tired of everyone challenging me just to prove themselves just to die by my hand.

i'm tired of killing demi-gods and demi-goddesses that are family members of mine just because they want to be heroes that save the world.

i wanted to be a hero.

i was taught to be ruthless by Posidoin 

truely he is the loneless god if he thinks like this in an absolute.

and yet he still doesn't see.

he isn't ruthless to his brothers.

He isn't ruthless to his son.

he fought to protect.

and to avenge

his injured son.

but he insisted I be this way.

if he wanted me to protect myself and my family, he should have taught me how to do so.

i want to save those i love not kill them.

i hate this.

i hate this ruthlessness.

i hate ruling.

i hate having a kingdom in my name as me as queen.

i hate ruling the underworld with hades.

flash back memory.

spirit "your a dreadful queen persephone."

me "What do you mean?"

spirit "you don't help your husband. you don't help his kingdom. your crule to everyone you met blaming them whenever something goes wrong."

me "you're right about all of that. i will have to learn then."

spirit "Wait what?"

me walks away goes and talks to Hades.

me "Hades what can i do to help you out?"

hades "bow"

pressure of his divinity forces amber to bow

Hades "Silence do not speak enless spocken to."

hades "i am king even as queen you can command anyone in the underworld except for me."

hades "You may even command my children but never me you do not rule here unless i will it so."

hades "is that understood? amber danae leatham."

amber since the last line was spoken to her says, "Yes lord hades thankyou for setting me straight."

hades "Good go do what you will."

amber unable to speak as he leaves.

trying to ask him how she would even command the underworld if she could only speak to people when spoken to. but is unable to get the words or even thoughts out.

back to the present i hate it here i hate Greece.

If I had never been related to any Greek gods and could be a human would i have had a better life?

i guess i will never know.

but even in this dragon's fire i will be the shield to protect my friends.

i will not let anyone else die near me.

i don't want to meet them in the underworld when it is time for me to see hades again.

not when he thinks i'm nemesis. even though i never was.

danae is the name Zues gave me when i told him Demeter had given my name Persephone to her second daughter.

whose true name was Ether Nemesis my little sister or my sister is gone and Lilith took her place i need to figure that part out one day but i will stay here until i am kicked out by the Greeks as i fight monsters and in wars. protecting those i care about.

or die and surve hades down below.

with that last thought she beheaded the dragon trying to burn her and her allies on the battle feild down.

she really hated killing dragons more than anything else she kills. 

she thought it would be so nice if there was a land where i could just. relaxe and not need to kill something to survive.

if there were a place that protected and trained nieve children before they get killed or are exposed to the crulty of the world. 

i would love a place like that to exist.

i'm tired heals those who were injured. 

and left without saying a word.

looking out at the ocean.

laying down and forcing herself to stay up for 4 days straight because she felt she didn't deserve sleep. 

she passed out.

and for the first time even she didn't dream or have a nightmare.

the most peaceful darkness enveloped her as she slept.

for the rest of the summer. 

as though someone had put her in an enchanted sleep without her noticing from the exhaustion. gave birth to a child in her sleep that Hypnos took.

as the darkness he had made to guard her as she slept stayed put as he took the child somewhere. amber didn't know about it.

and her if she ever woke up.

not only felt better.

but also felt lighter.

and would then go exploring no longer able to find the so-called friends she had saved not knowing how much time had passed when she had slept in hypnosis. under the caring hand of both Morphious and Hypnos. 

making sure they would wander off when 3 months were left of her time until Hades came around to see if she was still there in her Persephone test. if she went to China she would fail.

However if she stayed they would have to check out who she is. and if Demeter had been lying to the rest of the gods for power.