A Neet for a Tutor (Sebaciel)

Chapter 9

Ciel looked through his locker. Alois stared at him quietly.

"What?" Ciel snapped.

"Lizzy was crying in class about how you broke up with her," Alois said shyly.

"Did she say why?"

Alois shook his head, "She wouldn't say."

Ciel simply nodded.

"Why did you break up with her?" Alois tried looking at Ciel in the face.

Ciel turned and looked at the calendar on the inside of the locker door, "If she won't say, neither will I."

Alois opened his mouth, but someone cut him off. A voice called out, "Ciel!"

Ciel peeked out around the locker door and saw Sebastian. Ciel's eyes went wide. He shut the locker, turned his back to Sebastian, and walked away without saying anything to Sebastian.

Sebastian stopped walking. He stared st Ciel as he walked away.

Alois waved at Sebastian apologetically before turning and running after Ciel. Alois frowned at Ciel, "You're not gong to tell him anything?"

"He knows when and where to meet up for studying," Ciel replied simply.

Alois bit his lip and walked next to Ciel quietly.

They walked together to each and every one of the remaining classes in silence. In class, Ciel did little more than to stare at a blank sheet of paper he has taken out but never written on.

Alois didn't tell him anything. He didn't know what to tel him. He knew better than to mess with a silent Ciel. Alois just sat there staring at his emotionless friend stare at a blank paper.

Once the final bell rang, Ciel gathered his things and rushed out before the bell even finished ringing. Alois stared at the door as it shut behind Ciel.

Ciel rushed through the halls and only stopped until he reached room three. Sebastian looked at Ciel through the window in the door and smiled. Sebastian was sort of surprised.

Sebastian gathered his things and stepped out. He smiled down at Ciel, "Hey."

Ciel blushed, "H-hi."

Sebastian leaned down and kissed him.

Ciel pulled away and looked around. He then smiled up at him, "Let's go."

Ciel grabbed Sebastian's hand and tugged him along the way home. Sebastian chuckled, "What's the rush?"

"Computer games?"

Sebastian shook his head and chuckled more.

Once at the orphanage, Ciel rushed them to his room. He only let go of Sebastian's hand once they were both inside. Ciel smiled at him stupidly.

They panted to catch their breaths. Sebastian looked at Ciel and lifted an eyebrow, "Let's get stu-"

Ciel jumped into Sebastian's arms and kissed him. He wrapped his arms around Sebastian's neck as he tippy toed to reach Sebastian's mouth.

Sebastian was too shocked to do anything, but the moment he realized Ciel was really kissing him, Sebastian wrapped one arm around Ciels waist, ran his fingers through Ciel's hair with his other hand, and kissed him.

Sebastian's tongue played with Ciel's tongue, and Ciel tilted his head to deepen the kiss. Sebastian's teeth tugged at Ciel's bottom lip, and Ciel scratched at Sebastian's shoulders.

Sebastian was the first to pull away. He panted for air and leaned his forehead on Ciel's, "What if... we... go out?"

Ciel frowned and tried to kiss Sebastian again.

Sebastian turned slightly to avoid being kissed.

Ciel look at him confused then smiled. Ciel's eyes were shining brightly, "I kept thinking about kissing you since the first time you kissed me. I can't get over the way you kiss."

Ciel crashed his lips against Sebastian's and kissed him hungrily.

Sebastian kissed back.

Again, Sebastian pulled away and untangled himself from Ciel, "We should start studying."

Ciel looked at Sebastian sadly but nodded.

Sebastian went on to teach Ciel about all the needed formulas for geometry, but Ciel wasn't paying attention. Sebastian looked up at Ciel.

Ciel was staring at Sebastian, but he didn't realize he'd gotten caught because Ciel was staring at Sebastian's lips.

Sebastian coughed, and Ciel looked up at him expressionless.

Sebastian closed his book and set it aside. He sat closer next to Ciel, "Do you want to go out? To have me called yours and you be called mine?"

Ciel bit his lip and hesitated, "Well... I just-"

Sebastian cut him off, "You just want me for kissing? You just don't like me other than to be your make out buddy?"

Ciel shook his head, "That's not what I said."

"But you were thinking it. Do you like me or just my lips?" Sebastian accused.

Ciel fell silent. Did he only like Sebastian for the kissing?

Sebastian shook his head, "I have better people to screw."

He through his things into his backpack and stormed out.

Ciel looked at the shut door and fell onto his bed. What had just happened? Had he really just lost Sebastian?

Ciel grabbed the first thing he found and through it at the wall. Papers scattered all over the room.

Ciel looked at what he had thrown it was some kind of note pad.

He shook his head It's a sketch pad.

He looked at all the sheets that were once in the sketch pad. About eight of the pages had fallen out. It was Sebastian's.

Idiot must have forgotten it when he stormed off.

Ciel kneeled down and pick up the sheets. He looked at the page he had just turned over. It was a rough sketch of what was obviously him. He picked up another and again it was another sketch of Ciel.

He turned over paper after paper. They were all sketches and drawings of Ciel.

Ciel looked at the only paper left unturned. He picked it up and hoped it was anything but a drawing of himself. Ciel slowly turned the paper over and felt his heart sink.

He clutched the sketch to his chest.

The sketch was kind of rough, but the sketch was them. Sebastian and him.

Sebastian and him kissing.

At the bottom right corner of the drawing, words were written wispily. They read:

It wasn't about how it felt to kiss him, it was about what I felt kissing him.