Uncertainty

Chapter 10

Alex's POV;

The ride home was the longest 15 minutes Alex had ever experienced. The whole ride home Tobin was driving like a lunatic, passing any driver in front of her no matter how fast they were going. Alex chuckled to herself slightly at Tobin's impatience & excitement to get back to their flat. She let out occasional (and somewhat unnecessary) swear words at the other vehicles on the road until they finally reached their destination. Alex felt the car jerk back and watched as Tobin stopped the car with the gear shift instead of the brakes. Alex isn't concerned with the car's well being at this point, all she wants to do is get upstairs. Tobin jumps out of the car and opens Alex's door for her, grabbing the strikers hand tightly, she yanks her into their apartment building. Tobin sprints up the stairs, as fast as they would if they were at practice.

"Tobin! Slow down!" Alex shouts as Tobin continues to dart around the stair case.

Tobin doesn't say anything, but simply grips Alex's hand tighter & pulls her along harder. Alex's desire for Tobin grew as every second passed. It seemed every small action the older girl made, caused Alex to find her even more attractive.

Tobin unlocks the door with Alex's keys and tosses them onto the counter. Tobin yanks Alex's hand until Alex crashes into her. Alex examines Tobin's features for a minute until she closes her eyes and crashes her lips until the midfielders. Tobin's tongue asks for entrance into Alex's mouth & Alex lets her in. The midfielders hands wander down to Alex's shorts and unbutton them, as Alex steps out of the now, useless garment. The younger striker reciprocates the action onto Tobin's running shorts, and pulls them down easily. Their tongues still exploring each others mouths & their bodies slowly moving their way to Alex's bedroom. Tobin pulls her own sweatshirt off and tosses it onto the hallway floor. Alex is pleased at the fact that there's slowly less clothing separating the 2 of them. Their intense makeout session stops as Tobin lets out a groan as she is slammed against the door to Alex's room.

"Ouch" She groans, rubbing the back of her head and closing her eyes tightly.

"Sorry babe" Alex chuckles, kissing the side of Tobin's hear as her hand fumbles around to turn the doorknob.

They finally feel the weight of the door give and Alex interlocks their lips again as Tobin's hands wander up Alex's T-Shirt. Tobin's slender fingers explore the bare skin of Alex's lower back before she feels the midfielders hands squeeze her butt. This extracts a soft moan of pleasure from Alex's lips. The striker pulls her zip-up jacket off and throws it to the floor as she topples over Tobin & onto the bed. She's now straddling the midfielders hips and examines the golden tan body below her.

"You're so beautiful" Alex whispers, her eyes wandering up and down Tobin's body.

"Look at yourself, you're literally a goddess" Tobin responds, biting her lip as she locks her gaze with Alex's.

That was it, that was the small action that pushed Alex over the edge. She couldn't wait anymore. With that, she unhooks Tobin's bra and tosses it off the mattress. She lowers head to Tobin's jawline and starts nipping at it as her hands wander up to Tobin's now, exposed breasts. Tobin moans at the sudden action & Alex can feel her breathing speed up. Alex can feel the midfielders hands wander up her back and unclasp her bra, tossing it next to Tobin's on the ground. Alex suddenly feels herself being flipped over & when she opens her eyes, she sees Tobin now towering over her. Tobin smirks at her and then starts kissing Alex's chest. Alex's breath hitches in her throat as she feels Tobin's kisses starting to wander lower and lower. The older girl isn't leaving an inch of Alex's body untouched by her lips, and that alone is enough to put Alex over edge. Tobin's kisses wander back up to the strikers breasts and she begins to nip at them slightly, making Alex take in a sharp breath & cling her arms onto Tobin's back. Alex can't even imagine how many hickeys she's going to have, but she doesn't care at this point. She feels Tobin's lips wander down to her hips & feels soft kisses placed just above the waistband of her panties. Tobin slips one finger under the garment and slides it down agonizingly slowly.

"You're so wet for me, aren't you?" Tobin asks devilishly, as she continues to pull down the garment.

"Tobin," Alex grumbles out of impatience to feel the older girl inside of her. "Please" she begs, as Tobin leaves Alex's panties around her ankles and kisses the inside of Alex's thighs.

Alex can feel the midfielder smiling against her skin as she mumbles against it slowly, "What do you want, baby?" Tobin asks, her voice husky and sensual.

"You, Tobin. Just you" Alex pants, feeling herself growing even more hot and bothered.

Tobin just nods and moves her kisses from Alex's thigh to her core. Causing Alex's fingers to tangle themselves into Tobin's long, brown locks. She feels Tobin's tongue slide into her slowly & she takes in a sharp breath at the contact.

"God, Tobs" She grumbles, throwing her head back in pleasure as Tobin's tongue continues to explore Alex.

Alex feels herself getting close to her climax, but Tobin wasn't done. "Not yet babe" The midfielder groans.

Tobin pulls away suddenly, and brings her head up to Alex's ear, sucking on her earlobe and placing sloppy kisses all over her neck. Tobin's hands wander back down to Alex's core & Tobin slowly slides one, long, slender finger into the striker, causing Alex's nails to dig into Tobin's back, as if, if she let go she would crumble. Tobin adds another finger in, even slower than the last one and curls them in just the right way to put Alex over the edge completely. Her breaths coming and going, faster and faster. As her back arches off the mattress, she feels relief as Tobin slides her fingers out of her bundle of her nerves. Tobin pulls away from the striker and rests on Alex's hips.

Alex watches Tobin as she licks her fingers, "You taste so good, baby" Tobin smirks, pulling her long, boney fingers from her soft pink lips.

"I've wanted you to do that since the first time I met you" Alex confesses, resting back on her forearms.

"I've wanted to do that since the first time I met you" Tobin responds, running her hands up and down Alex's abdomen.

Alex smiles at the older girl towering before her. When she sees Tobin smirking at her chest.

"Oh my God, Tobin" Alex sighs, looking down at her own chest.

"Sorry about that," Tobin chuckles, pointing at the hickeys all over Alex's neck and chest. "I just wanted to claim what was mine" She confesses, bringing her lips down to Alex's.

"I've always been yours" Alex whispers against the midfielders lips.

Tobin pulls away & her eyes lock with the younger girl's. Alex's stomach is now in a frenzy at the butterflies that Tobin gives her. It never really occurred to her until this moment, how deeply and sincerely Tobin looked at her. Tobin looked at her as if she was the only person in the entire world. And she always has. Tobin could do anything she wanted to with that look.

Alex crawls up the bed and goes under the covers as Tobin joins her, and snuggles herself into the strikers side.

"I'll always be yours" Tobin responds, kissing Alex's cheek lightly.

Alex blushes at the comment. And she finally realizes that this is all very real. She just ended her engagement & made love to the women who has her heart. Nothing could possibly bring down Alex from her high right now. Just as sleep was about to take over the strikers body, she hears a series of knocks coming from the door.

She jumps out of the bed quickly, and grabs a pair of underwear from her dresser & a large jumper. She looks back at Tobin who's sound asleep & she smiles at the adorable sight before she makes her way to the entrance of their flat.

The knocks continue and Alex yells at them to stop. "Who is it?" She asks, but receives no answer.

"Hello?" She asks again. And a voice finally calls back.

"Is Tobin there?" A woman calls, as Alex looks through the eyehole to see if she knows who it is.

"Who is this?" Alex asks, confused at the unrecognizable figure.

"I'm Tobin's girlfriend" The women responds, Alex can hear her distinct French accent.

Alex feels her stomach drop along with her jaw. Her cheeks are flushed with anger and her fists balled up.

"What the fuck" Alex whispers, shaking her head.