Singing Out Loud(an Ashton Irwin Fanfiction)

as Mary herself

After a while of watching Netflix we kinda stopped paying attention.
We mainly just talked and just relaxed. Even thought it wasn't distinct I could tell Ashton was thinking about something.
"Ash what are you thinking about", I ask.
"Well I've been trying to think of a way to say this without sounding ya know fuckboyish".

I was really confused quite honesty. I mean what was it. I tried to come up with some scenarios that might would rumble around an Ashton's head.

"Ok I thought about what Luke said earlier.... I mean I like they way we are right now but I mean THAT wouldn't be bad either. I just didn't want to rush you because I mean it does take two people to do it.... properly."
I really like Ashton I do but I mean I'm as much of a virgin as Mary herself and umm even though I'm pretty sure he's not I don't know anything really... I mean fanfictions teach you a lot but I'm just not confident.

"So do you want to later on orrrr" Ashton questions.
"Not right now I'm just not feeling it right this second..." I say.
Ashton understood and surprisingly even after that conversation it wasn't awkward. I feel like we work together really well because we don't ever get awkward around each other. I noticed when I first met him too. Wait could that mean something?!?!?!...