Sexuality Secret ( Book 4 )

Three

" I'm dead . Please just kill me already . " yes , I sounded over reacting but what will you do if Zayn Malik thought that you were a lesbian when you have the biggest crush on him ?

" I'm sure he won't tell your mother about it . " why are you so oblivious Letty ?

" It's not my mother that I'm worry about . It's Zayn for god sake . He thought I'm a lesbian . " I put the pillow at my face , screaming on top of my lung .

" Stop pretending like it is the end of the world . You don't know if he really think that you are a lesbian . " she pulled the pillow away , tucking it under her armpits .

" It is . Of course he will think thwt way . He was there when I was fake declairing my sexuality . Now I have zero chance to be with him . " I just wanted to cry but nothing came out .

Suddenly , my phone blasting Zayn's solo in You & I . I know instantly that it is my mother . I pass the phone towards Letty .

" Say to her that I'm planning some suicide . " she snorted , refused to take the phone .

" You do it . " fine .

Slide to answer the call , I put the phone at my ear .

" I know you would love him as soon as you saw him . " she said happily on the other line and I raised my eyebrow .

Happy mother and me don't get along at the same sentences . I always get the nagging but never in my life I heard this . Not since I start my rebeling age .

" What ? "

" Zayn . He said how lovely you are at the date and from what I heard , he likes you . " only if you know what truely happen .

" Why you never told me that you set me up on the date with Zayn Malik ? " everyone knows that I love Zayn . Even the newpapers guy knew it .

" It was a surprise honey . I know you would dress properly and act nicely if you know it was Zayn so I keep the name as a secret . Consider this as a lessons for what you have done on the previous dates . " well , you are technically ruin my life . Thanks mom for everything .

" Can't you see that I want the best for you ? " here we go again .

" Okay mom . Stop the nagging and tell me what he told you . " before she go further on un-important topic .

" He called me just now . " he what ? How the hell did Zayn Malik gets your number ?

" And he told me that you are pretty and get along with him very well . I won't be expecting him to say this but he did mention about you being polite . " if makes him waiting alone count as one then it's fine with me .

" I asked if he wants to see you again and he said yes . " this mean that I still have the chance right ?

" He wants to see me again ? " I asked in disbelieve .

" Of course . In fact , he is looking forward to it . " okay , this is a good sign .

" Uh , can you give me his number ? " I smile like an idiot now , knowing that Zayn Malik let my mother save his number .

" You didn't ask for his number ? "

" I didn't have the chance too . " I half lied . It's true . If we stay any longer together , I would definately ask for his number .

" Okay then . I will sent it to you . " yes yes yes !

" Thanks mom . I have to go but don't forget to .. "

" I know , I know . Bye Cara . " she hang up , just before I punch my fists in the air .

" She is giving me Zayn Malik's number . " I said happily . Okay , I can do this .

" What are you going to say to him ? " Letty asked , flipping through the channels .

" I don't know . " I didn't thought about that .

Letty was about to say something when she is cut by the ringtone from my phone . This is it . I finally have Zayn Malik's number .

Saving the contact as Future Husband , I let my finger run across the screen carefully , not to touch the call buttons .

" What should I say ? "

" The truth . That you are trying to scare him off because don't want him to be your date and turns out , you have this crazy crush .. "

" Wait , no . I can't say that . " he might thinks I'm crazy .

" Then , what are you planning to tell him ? "

" Hello ? " we both froze as a voice came from my phone .

When I look at the screen , I realized that I have call him and put him in the loud speaker .

" What should I do ? " I whisper yell at Letty .

" Say hello . "

" No ! "

" Do it before he block your number . " I'm sure as hell don't want that to happen .

" Look mate , if you are playing some sort of prank then cut it or I will block you . " he sounds threating but I can't have him blocking my number .

" Hey Zayn . " I try to greet him casually while my hand is shaking .

" Who is this ? " I was hesitate to tell him my name but what the hell , it's much better than the blocking stuff .

" It's Cara . Remember me ? " silent .

Okay , that's go straight down the hill .

" Cara Larvine ? "

" Yes , yes . " thanks God for his memory .

" How did you get my number ? " I feel like I just commit a big crime and get questioned about it .

" My mom . She gave it to me . " I bite my lips as the other line goes silent .

" Oh . Mind I'm asking why did you call me at the middle of the night ? " someone gets their boxers twisted .

" Am I distrubing ? I can end up .. "

" No , no . I'm sorry . It's just , I'm not in the mood right now . " well , that's explain everything .

" It's okay . Just call to check if you were okay . "

" If you are calling about the rumors then it's true . " what rumors ?

" No , I'm calling because my mother told me that you would see me again . " silent . Zayn , you are killing me with the late respond .

" Yeah , I will love to see you again but not now . I'm kinda busy with the upcoming album . " I frowned .

" It's okay . "

" Do you have anything else to say ? I have to go . " he seems like to avoiding me .

" No . Okay , see you later Zayn . "

" Sure . " the line went dead . With breaking heart , I put the phone at the coffee table .

He might said that he is looking forward to see me but I know he didn't mean it .