Sexuality Secret ( Book 4 )

Thirty-Three

" You were dancing on the counter like some maniac and decided to have a ride at the cable hanging above your head . " my jaws literally dropped .

" The heck ? Am I drunk last night ? " Zayn nodded , chuckling .

" Shouldn't have know why the water tasted funny . " I mumble under my breath .

" But it's alright . It's just us there .. " I sighed relief " and some few staffs . "

" What ? And .. and they watched the whole scene ? " I choked the air on my throut .

" Kinda . But don't worry . It's not on the news yet and it's all good . "

" Yet ? Not on the news yet ? " I almost yell , angry with myself .

" People do weird things when they are drunk . Nothing new . " Zayn reassure me as we parked at the exclusive parking spot .

" But it was .. " Zayn cut me off , pulling me closer until our face are inch away .

" Don't care what people will say . You know you and I know you , nothing else matter . " I feel that I just melt like a butter in the oven .

" Okay . " he peck my lips before motion me to get out from his rented Ferrari . Red Ferrari may I add .

" Let's go before Louis start to nag about us being late . " he grab my hand and guide me towards the parking lot door .

Gently Zayn push the door open and hold it up for me before we start to walk hand in hand at the hallway . This feels like a real couple .

" I am thinking about a vacation after this tour end . Just you and me . " this makes me feel even better .

" Just you and me . " but happiness does not last longer and that's what we called life .

" Zayn ? " her sweet voice echo the hallway and I don't have to guess to know who she is .

" Oh my god , it's you . " Zayn's hand squeezing mine like a little reminder than he is with me now .

There she is , a few feets away from us wearing dress that makes her stands out more than me . If Zayn end up going back to her , I won't blame him because damn , Perrie is super beautiful .

" Louis said you wouldn't come . " she is now standing right infront of us , glances at me every now and then .

" I changed my mind . " Zayn reply coldly , causing her to frown .

" What's going on here ? " her eyes now darted towards me .

" I'm sorry but I couldn't fake a hello to someone I don't like . " inside , I was cheering and doing split for Zayn's remarks .

" We need to talk . Alone . "

" In case you didn't know , I'm dating her right now so if you have something to say , you can say it infront of her . " Zayn stated harshly .

" What happened to you Zayn ? You were fine when we talked last week . " Last week ?

" I don't know . Why don't you tell me what happened since you think I'm quite irrelevant . " he smash her back with words and if I were her , I would back away .

But she isn't me . She is Perrie Edwards . The most confident girlband member you could ever find on Earth .

" Look , I'm sorry okay . The fans could be over-reacting sometimes . "

" That's why you never defend me ? " I think I should go but Zayn's hand stopping me from doing so .

" It wasn't that serious Zayn . "

" Are you saying that I'm not worth a fight ? I defended you when my fans are throwing shades at you but when it's my turn , you can act casual about it ? " she don't even flinched at Zayn's tone .

" I never ask you to defend me . "

" But I did because I loved you ! Can't you see that ? " Zayn's voice roared the hallway but he is lucky because no one else is here .

" I'm sorry Zayn . I can tweet something later but please don't be mad at me . "

" Tweet something later ? " something tells me that this is not going to end well .

" You can just tweet something later and then pretend nothing happened ? Like you never hurt me ? "

" It was your decision to break this engagement Zayn . It's hurt both of us and it wasn't easy for me to face all the .. "

" Then you think it was easy for me to face this either ? Waking up everyday just to read some nasty comments how I rudely break up with you ? " Zayn bite back with such venom .

I glance down at our touching hands and realized my hand has turned white because of his tight grip .

" Zayn , can we settle this in much adult way ? " Perrie pleaded sweetly but that don't seems to make Zayn much calmer . Instead it just light up the fire even more .

" Adult way ? You let your fans putting the blame on me and wants to settle this in much adult way ? " he chuckles darkly .

" What you want me to do then ? "

" Stay away from me and my girl . " she snorted , sending me a glare .

" Your girl ? You are calling her as your girl ? " she technically insult me right on my face .

" Don't you dare .. "

" You have been with her for what ? A week and now you have heart to choose me over her ? " she step up her game , challenging Zayn .

" She is much .. "

" At least I'm straight and truly loved you . " I gasped . How did she knows ?

" What ? " the flame seems to calm down as Zayn looked at her with a shocked expression .

" You think I didn't know about her sexuality ? She has been checking me out for the past minutes . " my eyes widen . She is lying .

" You are lying . "

" Perrie .. "

" I bet she pretend to love you just because of the fame and money . Too sad you are oblivious to see that . " Perrie took this chance to haunted Zayn back .

" She loved me . " he mumble under his breath , doubting himself .

" One way or another , she is a lesbian and she has a girlfriend waiting for he back in England . What makes you think that she is truly in love with you ? " she spun on her heels , ready to leave when she speaks up .

" Don't break your heart in hopeless relationship Zayn . She will never love you . " my lie has eaten me alive now .