I know they'll be coming to find me soon
What was that ? I stalk down the hall and found an open door where the singing came from .
But my Stockholm syndrome is in your room
Yeah, I fell for you
Oh , it's just Niall singing his solo . Niall glance at Zayn , telling that it's his solo up next .
Oh, baby, look what you've done to
me
Oh, baby, look what you've done now
Oh, baby, I'll never leave if you keep holding me
Zayn stopped singing , ripping off his head phone and also throw it away before Niall take it from his hand .
" I can't do this . I can't even sing correctly without thinking about her . " and I know why .
" How about you Zayn ? Any date so far after Perrie ? " Zayn's smile dropped and he look piss .
" Who the f can find a replacement after a heart breaking relationship ? " the interviewer shouldn't ask that . They are doing a live show for god sake . There is no editing .
" Okay , I got my answer now . Let's move on . "
" You asked for this so you will get the real answer . "
" Zayn , enough . " Liam try to stop Zayn but he didn't listen .
" I was a f up . I'm a mess . Drunk every night because I couldn't sleep without her besides me every night . Every girl I meet just reminds me of her and if you are wondering if I was doing okay . The answer is no . "
Thanks for her , we got angry Zayn after the interview was cut short . Zayn didn't talk to me during the car ride . I bravely ask if he is still up for a dinner and I got a harsh answer .
" We will . Shut up for a moment . "
" Just take some break Zayn , maybe we should do this some other times . "
" I want to end this quickly so I don't have to sing the same lyrics over and over again . " it's getting late and I was wondering if I should get home by myself .
" Niall . " I call him up as he exit the recording room .
" What did you get there ? " Niall seems to be more interested in my food instead of my condition .
" Some snacks . " I pass him the bag of chips and his face light up . I don't mind sharing because this studio is stock up with different kind of snacks . It's technically their's too so yeah .
" Why did you call me ? " I should do this or I will have to walk back home .
" I was just wondering if you can sent me home because when Zayn came to pick me up , I left my purse . " it was a stupid act may I add . Basically I have been walking around without my ID .
" Maybe you should let him sent you home . " Niall seems hesitate .
" But , he is not in a good condition . "
" He may look like a monster now but he will never forget about you . Sending you home against his will , will cause him to get more angrier . " why would he be mad if Niall sent me home ?
" No worry . We will wrap up soon . I will wait until all of the boys left . If Zayn didn't sent you home then I will . " he is such a nice man .
" Thanks Niall . "
" Sure . I'm meeting the boys on the other room , wanna join me ? " I shake my head .
" I'm going to grab another snacks before I join you . " he nod and leave as I watch him eating my snack happily .
" Niall . " I turn on my heels , ready to walk until Zayn called for me .
" Cara ? " did he hear me just now .
Faking a smile , I poke my head inside the room .
" You called me ? " I pretend Niall didn't tell me anything .
" Yeah . " he look up and only then I saw his eyes were blurry .
" Zayn , are you alright ? " he shake his head , sitting back on the stool as I approach him .
" I mess things up . I'm sure the boys are planning to kick me out of the band soon . " One Direction without Zayn ? I can't live my life when that happen .
" No . Don't say that . " I cooed him , standing right infront of him .
" I don't function properly . I can't function properly anymore . " it was so heart breaking to see Zayn sobbing quietly infront of me .
" I'm sure they understand that you are going through some hard times . Why would they kick their own brothers from the band . " I cupped his face without second thought , forcing him to stare at me .
" You guys grow up together for all this years . Through the hates , through the drama , you guys stick to each other . Those times is not simply short and simple . "
" But they stop asking me what's wrong now . They seems to care less now . " I frowned .
" They stop asking because they know what's wrong and they are just giving you time to recover . Some pain needs some time alone to heal . " I reassure him .
" How did you know that ? " it's so simple Zayn .
" Because it was something I would do if I were them . You are hurt and no band aid can heal it . They know they couldn't heal it to so they are giving you supports from the back . " out of nowhere , Zayn pull me into a hug .
" Thank you Cara . Thank you for telling me . " if that stop from One Direction kicking one member out then I will do it .
" Let's do the recording together . " I courage him because I know the other boys are tired as I do . I can see it in their eyes but they wait for the sake of Zayn .
" Can you play the song again ? " he pointed towards the button and I nod , reach further to push it . Soon , the music play and Zayn start to sing .
I know they'll be coming to find me soon
But I fear I'm getting used to
Being held by you
Oh, baby, look what you've done to me
Oh, baby, look what you've done now
Oh, baby, I'll never leave if you keep holding me this way, oh o-oh
Oh, baby, look what you've done to me
Oh, baby, you've got me tied down
Oh, baby, I'll never leave if you keep holding me this way, oh o-oh
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Sexuality Secret ( Book 4 )
HumorHer mother insisted for her to marry soon and couldn't stop setting up her on some blind date . She has enough of it and decided to ruin it , with some new idea . She hired her lesbian bestfriend and show up with her at the arranged place . Little d...
