Sexuality Secret ( Book 4 )

Twenty

" Please enlighten me on why I need to wear this ? " I bite my lips , holding back my laugh .

" Because my other clothes need some laundry and this is the best I had . " I lied . I have plenty more clean clothes but I was enjoying the view of him in my tank top and girl shorts .

" And this is as a punishment for kicking my door off so suck it . " he snorted , couldn't stop pulling my girl shorts more to cover his exposed legs .

" But I called Mike to come and fix it in the morning . I even company you to buy the giant plastic to cover the stupid door wearing like this . " this is so hard that I thought . I want to laugh so badly .

" Did you see how the men is staring at me ? They looked at me like they want to rape me . "

" I told you to wear your clothes . "

" It was damn wet Cara . I will become ice statues the minute I step foot outside the building . " he is annoyed with me now and I was enjoying it .

" Should have stay at my place . " he mumble under his breath , stomping his feets towards my bed .

" And let the next door drug addict come and rob this place ? Not a chance . "

" You are over-reacting and I told you that I will replace any damage if it happen but no , you insist on staying here . " he stood awkwardly at the edge of the bed as I lay freely at my bed .

" Sometimes , money can't buy everything . " I told him and didn't expect it will changed his mood .

" Guess you are right . " without warning , he just collapse on the bed , causing me to have an emergency escape from the bed .

" I guess I was too blind to see it before . " he stare at me .

" Why are you standing there ? "

" Because you want to kill me with your weight . " I point that out and his face comfirm my thoughts .

" Come here . " he sit up , leaning on the headboard .

" Okay . " cautionly , I crawl back on the bed in most non-seductive way . I feel like a lion that got it leg bitten .

" Closer . " he pull my hand , causing me to lost balance and fall face first on the soft sheets .

Snapping my head up , I glare at him .

" Oh yeah , thanks . " I reply with sarcasm , letting him pull me all the way until I was straddling him .

" It's not like you are falling on the ground . It's just a sheets . "

" I bet you will laugh at me first before helping me out if I ever fall face first on the ground . " one hand at my waist and the other hand at my back as he motion me to lean my head on his strong chest .

" I will save you before I laugh although I know you would the other way around . " his scent attacked me with no mercy as I put my hands at his torso and this time , there is no perfume involved .

It's just his body scent alone .

" When I was younger , I promised my mom that I would buy us a bigger house . " he blurt out of nowhere as I could feel his fingers playing with my hair .

" I think that more bigger the house is , more happier my family would be . I want the best for my sisters so I work hard . They motivate me to wake up every morning and I keep doing this for them and the fans . " his heartbeat is loud and clear , music to my ears .

" I bought the house and I never feel so proud with myself . The tour getting further and further , taking much longer times until I was barely home . " I'm glad that he is opened up to me , making me feel that he trust me enough with his feelings .

" I was getting busier each day , only catch up with my family through the phone . Sometimes I really want to quit and live the normal life again but I know it was impossible . " I take his hand that is on my waist and intertwined it together .

It's feels good .

" When my relationship with Perrie ends , I start to lost hope in the word forever . I realized that people changed so when I meet you , I was afraid but yet again , you make me strong . " we both chuckles .

" How clichè . Using your own lyrics for your own benefits . "

" That's the advantage of being a singer . Wanna try that sometimes ? "

" No thank you unless you wants me to make your fans deaf . " this is so comforting . Being in his arms feels like home . Like I was belong here .

" Anyway , like I said before , I was afraid when I meet you yet again , somethings about you that makes me comes around . " me too and you are just to blind to see .

" Don't blame me if you start to fall for me . " I joked .

" And get my ass kick ? No way . " we both stay silent for another moments , enjoying each other company .

" Promise me you won't fall for me . " I want to pull away and yell at him ' Too Late ' but I fight the crazy urge to do so .

" Why would I promise you that ? " I choked out .

" Because I don't want to loose you too . I don't want you to feel tired about me being away and decide you have enough . " something about his lines touches my soft spot .

" Because I don't want you to leave me Cara . You are my world now Cara and you makes me feel different in such a short time . I don't want to feel alone again . "

" Zayn . " maybe I should tell him the truth .

" Promise me that you will stay as my friends until death do us apart . " I clenched my tank top that he is wearing , fighting back the tears .

Deep down I know that I have fall deep into the lie holes that I choose to dig in the first place .

Why oh why ?