Sexuality Secret ( Book 4 )

Nineteen

" You were fine Cara , the storm will .. " I was cut off by the thunder , striking right on my room's window .

" Not okay . I'm gonna die . But first I'm going to kill Letty for causing me .. " the thunder strikes again , cutting me off for the second times .

" I seek for forgiveness . I may be a liar lately but please don't punish me this way . " I pray to the God as I am hiding inside my bathroom right under the water , where I thought would be such a perfect place to hide .

The storm is mocking me for my coward moves and I didn't dare to move an inch . The thunder strikes twice this time and the sound is so close .

" Best friend my ass . " I curse under my breath at Letty for letting me sleep alone at our apartment tonight .

Suddenly I heard a loud bang . What now ?

What if someone decided to rob this place ?

What if he finds me and rape me ?

" Cara ! " I must at the edge of dying . My ears are making fools of me .

" Cara , where were you ? " that fimilliar voice shouted again and I close my eyes .

It couldn't be Zayn . No , it must be the drug addict next door . That's explain how he knows my name .

" Cara , for god sake answer me . " closing my eyes tight , I shake my head .

" Cara ! " he called out again and I refused to answer him .

" Cara ! " this is the end of me . The voice is getting closer .

Then I heard the door is being slammed open before I feel arms wrap around me .

" The hell are you doing ? " the same hands pull me out from the shower , carrying me bridal styles .

" Cara , answer me . " I am afraid . So , so afraid that if I answer him , he will do something bad at me .

" Cara , it's me Zayn . Your Zayn . Please say something . " I could feel he is sitting down as he placed me on his lap .

Your Zayn .

My Zayn .

" Please open your eyes . I need to see them again . "

" You have a beautiful eyes . "

" Zayn ? " slowly I lift my eye lids open and there he is , right infront of me .

" It's me . Zayn . " he reassure me gently , pushing my wet hair back .

" Zayn . " I hug him without second thought .

" It's okay now . I'm here . " I pull away , touching his face .

" You are here . " I mumble in disbelieve .

Then he give me a smile . The smile that I have fallen in love since the beggining .

" Are you alright ? " then all hell break loose . I start to cry .

" It's okay now baby . I'm here . " I was star-struck in the middle of the sobbing .

" Baby ? " he called me that .

" Yes baby . " he melt me with those smile again .

" As long as I'm here , you have nothing to be worry about . " here . He is here and I think like an idiot now .

" How did you get here ? "

" Letty called your phone that you left with me earlier . " yeah that .

The boys suddenly thinks that it would be a good work out to do a push up with me at their back . How they got such energy after performing for two and half hour straight is beyond me .

" I pick it up and she said she is glad that you are with me because you are scared to sleep alone . " sure she will tell you that .

" I pick up the puzzle and drive straight away here . Sorry about the door tho . I didn't have time to find the spare keys . "

" You what ? " I look around and realized that we are at Letty's room .

" I may have accidently kicked the door open and I may have accidently make it came off from the frame . "

" You what ? Are you kidding me ? " he kicked the door ?

" I was in a hurry . " he defended himself .

" You ain't Superman , you can't kick some random doors . " the freezing body didn't makes me feel polite so Zayn has to face whatever came out from my mouth .

" I'm your Superman , does that count ? " I am really frustrated right now .

Never in my life I have feel this kind of frustated .

I am super - super frustrated .

First he called refer to himself as my Zayn . Then he called me baby . Now he is my Superman ? But the funny thing is , I keep lying to him about my sexuality .

" Okay , it's my fault I kicked the door but I was worried like hell . You never answer the door when I knocked and I start to get this crazy thoughts of you getting hurt . " out of nowhere I slap him .

Like a real slap .

" It's okay . I deserve it . You are mad for me to storming in like some idiot .. " I cut him off by kissing his cheek , an inch away from his mouth .

" The slap is for kicking my door off and the kiss is for having some concern over me . " I don't know why I slap him in the first place so I have to think about some reasons .

" We are both wet as I got slap and a kiss . This is why I was here in the first place . " now he is being sarcasm .

" At least I make it up to you . "

" One kiss on the cheek isn't enough . " he smirks at me and I swear I saw he wink .

And then the smirk flys away .

" Cut that . Why would you want to kiss me ? I might end up getting a punch at my stomach . " of course I want to kiss you oblivious boyband member .

I laugh along , just to make things less awkward .

" Now we are done with the kissing topic , can we at least change some clothes . I'm freezing to death . " he changed the topic too quickly .

" Sure . " he help me to stand up and I really need him to do that because I am damn frustrated . Sexual and mentally .

Wattpad is messing with me again . It won't let me post the last chapter and I was like , what the hell ?

Anyway , I did make them kiss even it was a cheek kissing .