Sexuality Secret ( Book 4 )

Fourteen

I did mention about revealing why Cara never told the truth about her sexuality to the boys in chapter Thirteen but I was too caught up with the moments .

It shall be reveal in this chapter :)

" It's getting late Cara . Can you tell them to behave for our sakes ? " being their PA is too tiring .

" You tell them that . My throut is dry from all the scolding . " I huffed , leaning back on the wall as I still on the floor .

In one day , we have done dozens of signing which mostly consist of Niall's whining all the time , interviews , meetings with the sponsor partnership and now we are stuck in the dance rehearseal and when Louis said they are a terrible dancer , he mean it with whole-heartly .

" Liam James Payne , stop doing the bird moves . Harry Edward Styles , stop jumping around and Louis William Tomlinson , of my god , put the caution tapes down . Where did you get that from ? " Andrew , their choreograper is having enough of their playful act .

" Stop being a party pooper Andy . We are just having some fun . " Harry pouted .

" The concert is tomorrow and you can't show up like this messy formation . " Andrew waved his hands in the air .

" This is so tiring . "

" Tell me about it . " Zayn notice my drained energy . That makes him stop helping Louis to wrap the caution tape around Niall and come towards me .

" Are you alright ? " he crouched right infront of me , rubbing my upper arms .

" God , you were freezing . I'll tell someone to turn up the heater . "

" I'll be fine . It's not like I'm gonna freeze to death . " Andrew will be more than piss if Zayn was distracted because of me .

" Don't be si .. the f mates ? " I don't know where they get the potato sack but it's already at Zayn's head .

" Come on . " Harry held his hand out and I lazily took it .

" What are you doing ? " he grinning and the next thing I know , I was dangling upside down on his shoulder .

" Harry , put me down . " I punch my fist at his back but he just laugh it off . Man strength sucks sometimes .

I couldn't see where we are going because of my position . The blood is rushing towards my head and when Harry finally put me down , I have the terrible headache .

" What was that for ? " rubbing my forehead , I managed to sneak a glare at Styles .

" I need to talk to you but I can't since Zayn is following you like a lost puppy all day . He is so damn happy being around you I must say . " Harry chuckles , leaning back on the wall without any shirts on .

" What is it ? " seems like important since he is kidnapping me away .

" I am confused . You said you are a lesbian this morning but Zayn and you are acting like a loving couple all day . What was that ? " so , this is what it's all about ?

" It is a complicated matter Harry . " I don't expect him to understand . Heck , I don't even know how to explain .

" Well , I get all the time . "

" Where are they ? Where did Harry took Cara ? " Zayn's voice boomed the arena and we can hear it clearly although we are in the toilet .

" Cut that . You have 15 minutes to explain . "

" I like him Harry . " I started and Harry don't look surprised .

" I know that . I can see the way you stare at him . "

" Is that so obvious ? " he shrugged .

" For me yes because I know you are straight . " he glance between me and his naked chest before he covered it up with his arms .

" It's not like I'm going to do sexual harrasment . "

" You'll never know . " Harry smirked .

" So , I want to know why you never tell Zayn that you are straight ? " I huffed . This is not going to be easy .

" He need me Harry . " Harry's smirk even wider if that possible .

" Not like that you perv . " I rolled my eyes .

" I can see he need me to go through this hard time . He need someone that he can tell anything about and he can't do it with his bandmates . " Harry fake a hurt expression .

" He know that he can talk about anything to us . " I was expecting him to say that .

" Three of you have a family . Louis and Niall even has a child and he thinks it was selfish if he drowned all of you with his problems . You guys have your own problem and he just don't want to be a burden . " I explained to him what Zayn told me .

" That still doesn't explain why Zayn stuck with you like a love puppy . "

" Stop comparing him to a dog . "

" Defensive girlfriend of Zayn , I like it . " I want to say no but I like the title . I'm such a stuck up .

" As to answer your confusion , he is glad that I am a lesbian . So , we can be a bestfriend and act like a couple without breaking each other's heart . That what he told me . " Harry's expression changed into a sorry look .

" But yours are already broken I guess . " I was taken back . The weird thing is I could feel my mind agreed with him .

" Why would you say that ? "

" Because he didn't know that you are straight and in fact , already falling in love with him . " I bites my lips , don't know what to say .

" Pretty mess up . "

" Maybe you should tell him the truth . " what ?

" No . I .. I can't . "

" But why ? "

" You told me yourself he looks happy when I'm around and this is the only way to keep him like that . If he knows the truth , he will put some distance between us and I can't have that . " I was used to having him around even it only started a few days ago .

" But your heart is on the line Cara . " he fights back .

" Please Harry . Please don't tell him the truth . " I begged . I don't care if I have to hold myself back if that means being with Zayn .

" You would do that for him ? " I nod .

" I don't know what else to say unless wish you the best of lucks . " I really need that .

" Thanks Harry . " the door is swing open showing an angry Zayn Malik .

" What's going on here ? " uh oh .