Sexuality Secret ( Book 4 )

Fourty-Three

This chapter is going to be steamy and hot . You have been warned .

" The f Cara , go to sleep . " my body seems to craved something that I don't know what .

It's like it gets turn on for no reason and I have this urge to go to Zayn's room for no specific reasons which is not a good idea since I say nothing during our dance session .

I have been tossing around , trying hundreds of sleeping position but my body still end up getting hyper as hell and the worst thing is , I don't even know what my body wants .

Giving up , I decided maybe a peek inside his room is not going to kill me so I jump from my bed and exit my room like a damn ninja .

Tip toe towards his room , I make sure I make no sounds as I approaching his room . My ears caught his voice talking to someone and I guess it wasn't me that is still awake .

" What time is the flight ? " where is he going ?

" 8 am ? Are you kidding me Lou ? " that was damn early .

" I know about our tour schedule okay . No need to remind me every single seconds . " slowly I open the door and peek my head inside .

Zayn is standing at the window , facing the outside as he talks at his phone .

" It was too soon . I need some more times . " he runs his fingers through his hair . I don't need to see his face to know that he is stressed .

" Lou , you need to understand me . "

" I'm not trying to make her go with me for the tour , no . " he sighed .

" At least I need to know that whenever I come back , she will be waiting for me here . You will have to delay the flight please . " so that's what this is all about .

" Fine . See you tomorrow . " he toss the phone at the bed , leaning his hands on the window .

Okay , maybe I should leave now .

Somehow my ninja skill just end up out of power when suddenly the door make a noise , catching his attention .

Quickly he spins around and his expression relaxed when he saw me .

" Can I help you with anything ? " he sounded casual despite his tense conversation earlier .

" Are you leaving tomorrow ? " why the hell I feel sad about it ?

" Duty call . " he chuckles , probably trying to light up the mood .

" Okay . I shall leave now . " however my body betrayed me as it refused to move like my command .

" Okay . " he nod awkwardly , watching me that remain still on my spot .

" I miss you . " my own remarks cause both of us to gasped .

Why the hell did I say that ?

" You did ? "

" No . " Yes , hell yes .

" Maybe showing up here is bad idea . Who knows that you are already .. " I cut him off by crashing our lips together .

It's like my body do the opposite than what I wanted but at the same time , it makes me feel alive . And when the heck did I came close to him ? Did I fly or something because I don't feel my feets moving .

Zayn returned the kiss after spend a few seconds trying to process everything's out . His hands flew to my waist and my back , urge me to go closer to him .

Our make out session seriously has turn him on as I could feel his buddy down there harden .

" Zayn . " I moaned out .

" I'm so sorry . " he quickly pull away but I end up kissing him again .

" Take me Zayn . " he try to pull away but I refused to let go .

" Cara , are you .. "

" I need you . " I emphasize every single words , meaning it more than anything else .

Slowly without aparting our lips , he lay me down on the bed before he is hovering on top of me . His elbow is supporting his weight as I get to taste his mouth that I miss for so long .

" I don't want you to regret this . " he pull away just an inch to say those words .

" The only regret I would have is letting you go for tour the next day without making love to you . " I admitted .

He smiled before leaning in to kiss me with more hunger this time . His hands is on my shirt , parting our lips for a moment as he pull the shirt off my body . Since it was my bedtime , I wasn't wearing any bra and my upper body is exposed to him .

" How could I forget the view ? " he mumble to himself , taking off his shirt before attacking my lips again .

The kiss left me wanting more and I don't think I would get enough of him . His hands is everywhere until I don't realized that we both naked to each other .

" I love you Cara . " his fingers touches my centre , feeling how wet I am for him .

" I love you too Zayn . " suddenly the pain greeted my lower half when he enter one finger at my centre .

Zayn noticing my whimper quickly pull away .

" Just get inside me . " I pleaded , wanting to feel him again more than anything .

" But it will hurt you .. " he is concern but I found it adorable .

" I will go through the pain over and over again if that means being with you . " he slowly nod , testing my centre once again .

His tip is lining at my centre as he stare at me , probably give me some times to change my mind .

" Zayn , please . " I pleaded , pulling him closer .

Little did I know that cause his buddy to enter me . I froze midway , feeling the same burn I feel when the first time we are together .

" I'm going to pull out . "

" No . Keep going . " I courage him .

" Tell me when to stop okay . " I couldn't reply as he slowly enter his buddy fully inside me .

" Move Zayn . "

" But it will .. "

" Just move please . " again he did as I told as he slowly move in and out at the slow pace . The same pace he do that night .

The pain is now replaced with the pleasure and now I am a moaning mess under him .

" Zayn .. " he understand my needs and start to move faster .

Soon I feel like I'm exploding into a tiny pieces of happiness and a warm liquid filled inside me as he thrust a sloppy pace .

We are both panting with him inside me before he collapse on top of me .

" Zayn ? " I choke out .

He look up at me , trying him best to muster a smile .

" I'm coming with you for the tour . "

And that's the end of this book , I'm cryinggg :'(

One epilouge away and we are done . Liam Payne coming up next .