Sexuality Secret ( Book 4 )

Twenty-Nine

Cause you got that one thing

" And we'll be back for more so stay tune . " Harry announced before the boys go off the stage .

Zayn however run on a different direction towards me that is standing at the Reserve area besides the stage .

" Are you alright ? " his mic didn't turn off so basically the whole stadium could hear that question .

" Zayn , your mic . " and why the hell I'm whispering ?

" What ? I can't hear you . "

" But the whole stadium can hear you . " I reply with sarcasm .

" Something's wrong ? "

" The mic Zayn , the mic . " I faceplam myself when he didn't get the message .

" Meet me at the back . " and now everyone else know that he wants me to meet him at the back .

I cringed when Zayn jump into the square hole that they use to pop out and pop in the band before the security guards escort me to the back . Only then I'm notice that I'm going alone .

" You all not coming ? "

" It's just a fifteen to twenty minutes break and we usually stays here during that time . " Camila reply politely .

" Maybe I should stay too . "

" That isn't a good idea . Zayn will come here if you didn't show up now go . " Camila motion me to go backstage and I feel awkward .

They are wifes for the band while my status isn't official yet but I'm the one that goes backstage when the others remain on their spots .

Using a quick shortcut , I arrived at the backstage about two minutes later and Zayn quickly spotted me . He left Lou that is currently doing his hair and run towards me .

" Are you alright ? " he can be dramatic sometimes .

" Did fans throw you something ? Did you get hurt ? " he spin my body around to check for any injuries .

" I'm fine . "

" Then what is this ? " he pointed towards the stractch marks on the back of my upper arm .

" Uh . " when the hell I get those marks .

" It goes up until your shoulder . "

" But I don't remember anyone touches me there . " except for Zayn .

" That's it . You are staying here for the rest of the concert . "

" What ? No . Nobody hurts me Zayn . " I reassure him but he don't seems to buy it .

" What's going on ? " the boys started to walk towards us . Just perfect .

" Nothing . "

" Someone hurts her . See this . " and now he just show the cut to everyone like I got shots there .

" That's impossible . She is at the Reserve area all the time . No fans aren't allowed to go there . "

" Then how did she get the cut ? Unless she willingly make it herself which I highly doubt . " suddenly Harry smirks .

" She could get it from you . You know , last night activities . " did he need to brings that back right now ?

" What ? Oh okay . " Zayn blushed as he turn his face away .

" She is save there . We have done this dozen times . " Liam reassure Zayn .

" Okay boys , last minute touch-up . " Lou checked her work for the last time before dismissed them .

Zayn remain on my side .

" Are you coming ? " Louis look past his shoulder when he realized Zayn isn't following them .

" Yeah , I'll be there . " when the boys isn't on our sight , Zayn carefully put his hands on my shoulder .

" Is that hurt . The cut ? " he asked seriously and I wanted to laugh at his seriousness .

" I didn't notice it and no , it doesn't hurt . "

" I'm sorry . It's just you feel so good and I have to hold myself from being rough . " I feel naked and I turn into this shy snail infront of him .

How could he be all calm when it come about our sexual encounter last night ? Don't he supposed to feel awkward at least to talk about it ?

" I can't do this . Maybe you should go . "

" What ? " his eyes answer my confusion .

" Don't get me wrong . Seeing you makes my mind goes wild and I keep replaying last night over and over again . That is not good for me since I still have another session for this concert and .. "

" It's okay Zayn . I understand . " I cut his babbling that I think is super cute .

No Control music is being play and both of our eyes widen .

" Oh my god , I'm late . " he whistle to get the security guards attention .

" Guard her back to the Reserve area and make sure she is fine . " I couldn't help but feels like Zayn is trying to protect me .

" Yes sir . "

" I'll see you from the stage okay . " he cup my cheeks , leaning in to give me a quick peck before running off to the backstage entrance .

" This way Miss . " I smile at the security guard and let them guide me back to the Reserve area .

Waking up
Beside you I'm a loaded gun
I can't contain this anymore
I'm all yours I got no control
No control oh o-oh

The girls are dancing to the music when I saw them and decided to dance along .

" Zayn is looking at you . " Elsiah inform me , yelling above the music .

When I look at the stage , Zayn is standing as close as he can at our area , smiling and dancing along with the music .

Sweet on my tongue
I don't want to wash away the night before

I blushed when Zayn is on his knee , fake lips sync to Liam's solo while pointing at me .

Waking up
Beside you I'm a loaded gun

" He is crazy over you . " Adele interrupt my silly face attempt towards Zayn .

" Yup , he is all over you . " Camila agreed with Harry's wife .

Lost my senses
I'm defenseless
Her perfume's holding me ransom
Sweet and sour
Heart devoured
Lying here I count the hours

" Can we tell her now ? " Camila make a puppy dog eyes at Elsiah .

" Tell me what ? " I try to yell above Louis's voice singing the chorus .

" Cara Larvine-Malik , welcome to One Direction's side kick a.k.a the girlfriend's club . " I was beyond joy .

I heard about this before , about how the girls that is in a relationship with the boys team up and make this girlfriend club . It's like the sorority team in college but even better .

You got to date the world's biggest boyband and you have the girls as your bestie . What more could I ask ?

I am being random about the girlfriend club . Thought I could make it even more special for Cara , I don't know . Okay bye .

PS : The image of the girls make me feel insecure .