Sexuality Secret ( Book 4 )

Seven

" I'll just get some plain water . " I respond to the waiter , not bother to entertain his staring eyes on me .

" Your drinks will be up next . " he said in a cheer tone , not that it will make me amuse or anything .

" So , did you work there ? " Harry start off casually , not noticing my uncomfortable state .

" Yeah . It has been my job for a year now . " it was a struggle to find a decent job that I like .

I have tried working at the bakery , coffee shop , WalMart but this is my thing . This is one job that I don't mind waking up early in the morning to attend .

" Never thought you were a hairstylist . I thought maybe that you are working at the school or something . " I chuckles .

" Me and kids ? They will hate me as soon as I step one foot at the hall . " it's true . I love kids but they don't really fancy me .

" You are fine I guess . Maybe your outfits don't suit you . " it was the end of our conversation because I don't know what to say or ask him about .

" You are different , you know . " Harry breaks the silent after the flirty waiter put down our drinks .

" Everybody keeps telling me that . " all the time . Especially my mother .

She would prefer me wearing make-up , dress to impress the man but for me , what's the point ? If they like you then they will accept however you are , girly or not .

" I don't mean that . I mean different in much different ways . " I titled my head .

" Different in much different ways how ? "

" Well first , you didn't freak out when you see us at Zayn's bedroom when normal girls tend to scream until they burst our hearing sense for good . " do he really need to bring this morning incident up ?

" And second , you ignore the waiter that is dying to get some of your attention . "

" First , I don't want to freak out infront of you guys or you might end up calling some security teams in and second , he don't know me and he just flirt with me , who knows how many girls he has done that ? " I reasoned myself out .

" Silly me . I almost forget that you are a lesbian . Is there any way you could have a crush on us even if you are , you know , has this lady type of yours . " I buried my face with my palm .

" Oh god . " can I try the trick on him so he will forget ?

" What's wrong ? " I peak through my fingers .

" Nothing . It's just weird to believe that I'm sitting here with you . " I half lied .

" So , you do have a crush on us ? " Harry raised one eyebrow .

" Look Harry , I need to tell you something . " he nod , holding one finger out to silent me before he put his phone to his ear .

" What is it Louis ? " when did the phone ring ? Maybe he put it on a vibrate mode .

" I'm at the town , company Adele to do some hair treatment at Cara's hair saloon . " he silent for a moment , looking so serious .

" Yes , she is right infront of me . " great . They all will remember me and my fake lesbian sexuality . Not that they know it was a fake .

" Zayn what ? " my heart beats loudly when I heard the mention of Zayn as my mind keep reminding how harsh he is treating me this morning .

" For god sake , take the alcohol away mates . We need him to be sober for the next interview . " and keep him away from me . I don't want to see him anytime soon .

" Seriously ? Three men not stand a chance against one man ? Ask Paul to join in . " his eyes darted towards me once a while when I pretend to be not interested in their conversation .

" You are not gonna die . Talk to you later . " Harry rolled his eyes , punch the screen to end the call .

" Sorry about that . " I shrugged , sipping my plain water silently .

" So , you have something to tell me right ? What is it ? " all my confident just fly away , leaving the coward Cara Larvine alone .

" Nothing important . I could see that your hands are full . "

" I hate people leave me hanging Cara . " he said my name like he has known me for the longest time when we only meet like twice .

I did meet the boys before but it was during Take Me Home album released so I doubt they would remember me back then . All of them are still young and innocent but now , some of them have a family and kids .

I'm babbling inside my head and I shut it off . I have to answer Harry Styles right now .

" It might hard to believe this since you walk into the mess me and Letty created but I'm straight . " he stare at me blanky .

Yes , he don't believe me .

" You know what , just forget I told you that . "

" Are you saying that you are not lesbian ? " he asked right after me .

" Yes , I am not lesbian . I'm still sane . Not that I have anything to go against since my bestfriend is a lesbian but .. " I sighed . " Do you get my point ? "

" I know . " what ?

" Know that I have nothing to go against lesbian ? " he released a deep chuckles .

" Well , I'm kinda guess that you are not lesbian . I figure it out from the way you stare at Zayn when he leave . " I gasped . He saw that ?

" That's why I asked you if you have a crush on any of us . Just to make things clear . "

" Did the boys figure it out ? " I asked nervously .

" No . I'm the only one that know that right now . But why did you admitted that you are lesbian ? " okay , this may be a lot harder than I thought .

" My mom . She couldn't stop setting me up on a date and I ruin it every single time . When my date with Zayn came , I didn't know it was him so I was planning to make him thinks that I was out limits . "

" So you told him that you are a lesbian ? I thought you have a crush on him ? " can you stop makes this more complicated ?

" I never know it was him until the time he is leaving . There is another guy there and he used to be my victim . I thought my mom set it up with him again so I told him that I am a lesbian . Zayn heard it and the rest is history . " this time , Harry laugh . Very loudly may I add .

" Oh god . That is so funny . " if you were in my shoes , I would love to laugh at you .

" This is serious Harry . "

" Okay . So you like Zayn huh ? " I nod

" No worry . I will tell him the truth and who knows that he might change his attitude towards you . " let's hope so .