Sexuality Secret ( Book 4 )

Thirty-One

" I'll be back okay . I just need to run for a quick shopping . " I pout my lips when Zayn explained why he need to leave .

" But why can't I come with you ? " I whine . Like really whining right infront of Zayn .

" Fans found out about our hotel and I'm sure you are not ready to face the mob crowd . " he look at the window and as in cue the crowd start to cheers .

" We love you Niall ! "

" I love me ! " Niall yelled back and I could imagine Niall being childish by pretending to close the window and open it up again to hear them cheers .

I have see he done that in This Is Us movie so no offence .

" It's getting crazy outside and we might has to leave through the back but now , I need a quick run to the mall . "

" Fine . " huffing , I let myself to collapse back on the comfy bed .

" Baby .. " he cooed , slowly crawling to hovering my body .

" You don't know how much I want to stay here and cuddle with you all day but I have to go and buy you some clothes . I saw your luggage and there is no way I'm letting you wear that in public . " I'm sure my eyes light up at his fluttering explaination .

" You don't want people to see my ugly feets ? "

" No like that . It's going to be cold in France and you can be there in a short short . " and his face is completely in denial .

" Wait , it's almost September . Don't it supposed to be autumn season there ? " Zayn looks panic with my knowledge .

" Uh , no . I check the whether so yeah . " I know he is trying to cover himself up but I let it slide .

" Okay , now go . " I push his chest but he caught my hand .

Slowly he move my hand lower and lower until it reach the hem of his shirt .

" Zayn ? " he seems to caught up with something .

The waistband of his jeans is now touching mine before he move it under his shirt . My palm is face to face with his soft skin and his breath hitched .

" Zayn . " I speaks a little bit louder , snapping him from the deep thought .

" You are going to be the death of me . " he takes my hand from under his shirt as he takes a deep breath .

" I need to go and by the way , maybe you should consider on calling Letty . She tweeted me asking about you . "

" But my phone is still using London's sim so I couldn't exactly use it . " maybe I should run to buy a new sim later but it was useless . It's not like we are staying at the same place for a long time .

" You can use mine . " he shrugged , getting off the bed .

" Are you sure ? I could hack your social media . " making an evil face , I'm looking for his reaction .

Phone is like the most private things for me and if someone lets you use their phone , it's mean you are special in their mind .

" You should do that and make us look like an adorable couple . " I blushed . Me and him , a couple .

" I want to ask your decision about us but I figure the answer . " he smirk up as he put on his leather jacket .

" The password ? " I wave his Iphone in the air , ready to do some damage .

" The date we meet for the first time . 18 August . " my jaw dropped .

" You remember the date we meet ? " why he has to be like this sweet and all , I can't . How did I survive this again ?

" Yeah , it's like the most magical date of my life . " he walk back towards me , leaving kisses all over my face making me giggle .

" Stay right here and whatever you do , don't exit the building . "

" Zayn , it's just your fans . "

" Did you see what they could do ? No , don't leave the building okay ? " I nod before he kiss me on my lips , longer than a simple peck .

" Stay safe baby . " smiling , I watch as he exit our suite , not caring about his phone at my hand .

Once he close the door , I quickly type in the password and it shows me the home screen . I click on the call log button to dail Letty's number .

" Hope I get the right one . " mumbling to myself , I place the phone at my ear , hearing the dail tone .

Tut tut

Tut tut

Tut " Hello ? " Letty's voice greet my ears and I smiled with victory .

" Hey Letty , it's me . "

" Me as in who ? " how could she didn't recognize my voice ?

" It's Cara . " I stating the obvious .

" Oh hey ! Where the hell have you been all this time ? And what happened to your phone ? I try to call but the only thing I hear is your voicemail . " perfect time to attack me with those questions .

" Calm down woman . I'm in Italy but we are flying to France in the next few hours . My phone still uses the same sim so I couldn't get any coverage here . " and I'm sure she has left plenty of voicemails for me .

" Is this your new number ? " what should I say ? If I say yes , she will end up calling Zayn and if I say no , she will start to ask on why I used Zayn's number .

" No , it's belong to Zayn . "

" Oh . " she doesn't sound surprise at all .

" So the rumors are true ? " what ?

" Rumors ? "

" About you dating Zayn . It is all over the news and in case you didn't notice , Perrie's fan is dissing Zayn non-stop . It's like a battlefield on twitter right now . " never thought that I will be the reason why the fandom gone crazy .

" I'm kinda in a relationship with him but .. " I paused , not knowing how to say this .

" You didn't tell him that you are straight right ? " I went speechless . How am I supposed to explain this ?

" I couldn't . Because I was afraid he might think I am such a big liar . " I admitted .

" As harsh as this sound , you are a liar Cara . " I was taken back but I know it was the truth .

" One thing . Just come clean and tell him everything . "

" But he just admitted that he likes me . Can't I wait a little bit longer before admitting him that I has become straight because of him ? " I don't even finish with my first lie and now I'm digging more .

" Cara , relationship is build based on trust . " I bite my lips , not liking how this conversation has turned into a complete direction .

" If he find out about this later than now , you think he will be able to trust you again ? You think this relationship will last longer when it's started with a lie ? "