Harry's POV
I did what I had to do. Last night I felt something for her. I wanted to protect her from whatever was frightening her. Thats not me. Thats not who I am. I am an isolated asshole, with a sex addiction, and trust issues. I am not compassionate. I am not caring. I am not protective. I thought she knew that. She cant fall for my act just about as much as i cant fall for it. Something about her makes me want to be... somehitng I'm not. She makes me want to change. I want to be around her. I want to make her smile. But I just cant. I cant get lost in emotions and feelings and I'm afraid getting tangled with Alex is going to lead to just that. I liked how we were before. Just sex. SHe didnt expect anything more. But in the course of one day I was feeling... protective of her. This is too dangerous. This cant happen. Thats why I did what I did. I said that to push her away. I dont trust her and I dont trust myself. I said that to her in the hallway to remind her the kind of person I was.. and most importantly.. to remind myself.
I walked into my first period class on time and sat down at my usual seat.
'Oh shit. Alex has this class with me and she sits right next to me! oh shit what am I gonna do?'
I thought nervoulsy as I ran through scenarios in my head. The bell rang and Alex hadnt entered the room.
'She couldnt be late. Not on purpose at least. she doesnt seem like that type. Would she have run off? maybe I shoud go look for her. She coud've gotten into some trouble.'
I was about to raise my hand to ask for a pass to look for Alex when the door swung open and in walked Alex. Alex walked up to the teachers desk and handed her a note. The teacher read over the writng and then scanned the room until she pointed to an empty seat across the room. Alex had just asked for a different seat and the teacher gave her one as far from me as possible. As Alex walked to the seat I scanned her face for any trace of sadness or anger. I found nothing. She was completely blank. SHe took her new seat and stared into space for the entire period. She never once glanced at me. She never said a word or made a move to copy down the notes on the board. She didnt even flinch when a passing student accidentally knocked her books onto the floor. It was like she detatched herself.. from everything..
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Poison
Fanfiction"I knew he was trouble.. I knew he would only cause me pain from the beginning. But his piercing eyes intrigued me and the mystery behind them took me over the edge. He was damaged. An angel with a broken wing. They used him and broke him, Turning h...
