I Found You: A Nathan Sykes Fan Fic

Chapter 11 ~ Can I Trust You?

Nathan's Perspective

I kissed Melody and I did not regret it for a second. I didn't care that I would get in trouble for this. The lads would throw a fit but at the moment it didn't matter. There was just something about her. She fells so small when I hug her like I can protect her from the world; however, she might be able to put up a good fight. I loved how she looked at me with so much anger, but I could still so inside of her.

She felt nice against me. I loved kissing her. She was resistant at first, just standing there, but I coaxed her with my lips, pulling her closer to me and she responded. She kissed me back and wrapped her arms around my neck. I smiled.

Then it was over. She pulled away and covered her eyes. Melody turned away from me.

"Do you always kiss girls to get what you want?" Melody asked, still not looking at me.

"No," I responded.

"Then why did you kiss me?" She asked.

"Because I wanted to." It was the best answer I had. How else could I have responded?

She turned to look at me and I could see so much hurt in her eyes.

"What's wrong?" I asked, tugging at her arms so she would be closer to me. I wanted every part of her near me. I didn't care how much as long as I had something.

She bite her bottom lip and sighed, "You don't want this. You wanted the key. You wanted the diamonds. That's the only reason why you took notice of me at the party."

"You're right," I said honestly. Her eyes widened in surprise like she didn't expect the truth or she didn't want it to be real. She started to turn away but I grabbed her arm again. "But why do you think I came back?"

"Really?" She asked, a glisten in her eyes. Melody looked so fragile at the moment that the only thing I wanted to do was grab her and kiss her again.

"Yes."

She looked down at the ground. I twined my fingers through hers and held them between us.

"I'm scared," Melody whispered.

"If it is because of Ethan, it is all taken care of." I reassured her.

"I know, I saw them. Nice work by the way," She laughed, "But I can't go home. You took the diamonds. Jerry will kill me."

"You can stay with me," I said. Suddenly wondering what will actually go down. What the boys will say. What Big Kev will say. Everything can get turned around but I want to protect this girl even if I barely know her.

"How can I trust you." She said shyly. She has this thing to her that when she looks into my eyes I feel like she is looking into my soul and it makes me cringe a little.

"How can I trust you?" I countered. I could trust her.

"That's true," Melody responded. She took a pause then said, "You're sure? You do realize I'm a Sentra right?"

"I'm sure and I don't care."

Melody's Perspective

Nathan can't trust me. I believe he can, but he shouldn't. I messing with him and I'm taking advantage of him. Most of all I'm lying.

I like him, I do, but I'm staying with him for another reason. I'll have to manipulate him if I want to get the diamonds back. He is playing dirty so I have to play dirty back.

We walk together towards the road and Nathan calls for a taxi. With his back turned to me I quickly text Jerry saying, I got tied up. I'll be home in a week or less.

Immediately I got a response.

Melody! Where are you? What's going on? Call me! Was his response. I knew Jerry cared but he would be furious.

I can't talk

And that was that.

A taxi pulled up and Nathan and I got in the car. It was a bit awkward because each time we met it was only briefly or there were people around us; but we were alone in a taxi. I didn't know what to say. We couldn't exactly talk about our jobs. Our real jobs that is.

Nathan looked at me occasionally, I could tell from the corner of my eye. He is so sweet and kind-when he is not kissing me and leaving me tied up-and has the most adorable smile. I want to see him smile all the time and hear his laugh, but I don't deserve it. He will realize I won't deserve it.

"Where are we going?" I asked, although I was pretty sure.

"To the flat I share with the rest of the boys," Nathan said in his adorable Gloucester accent.

"This won't be pretty will it?"

"Probably not," Nathan replied, "But I guess we will find out."

I looked out the window of the taxis and saw that we stopped in front of a building. Immediately I got butterflies in my stomach. I had to remind myself that I have been through tougher situations.

Oh god. I'm going to have to friend all of that if I want to get the diamonds back. This is going to be a disaster.

~A/N~ I know this is short. The next one should be long. I have ideas. (: