I awoke the following morning as the sun streamed in the window. I frowned as I realised that I was still in Caleb's arms on the sofa. I must have been so emotionally exhausted that I fell asleep.
I sat up slowly and pushed my hair out of my eyes.
"Morning." Caleb said groggily.
"Hey." I said back.
"I'm sorry that I fell asleep on you." I added.
"Don't worry about it, I've had worse." he grinned.
I smiled falsely.
"Are you feeling better, you were really upset last night?" he asked.
"I just really miss him." I said quietly as I wrapped my arms around my knees.
"Yeah I know you do." he said gently.
"I need him back Cal." I whispered as I looked up at him.
"You know that I'm here for you." he stated.
"Yeah, I'm glad that you are, I really appreciate it." I smiled.
"I missed having you around." I added.
"I couldn't stand seeing you with him." he said quietly.
"Why?" I frowned.
"You know why." he sighed.
"I hated that you'd married him and I've lost you forever." he added.
"Stop it Cal." I said quietly.
"I'm not doing anything." he pointed out.
"I need you right now." I sighed.
"I've always needed you." he said gently.
I watched him closely as he slowly moved closer to me. I jumped slightly as his lips gently brushed against mine. I kissed him back for a moment, before I slowly pulled away.
"We can't." I whispered.
"Yes we can." he whispered back.
I looked into his eyes and finally gave into the temptation. I smiled up at him as I kissed him.