Catching Feelings

23

When I step out of the bathroom, with the steam from the shower spilling into the suite behind me, I find Bobbi lying snuggled down into the covers smiling sleepily at me.
"Hey..." I return her smile "I was wondering when you were going to wake up."
She arches her back in a little stretch and then sighs "Why'd you let me sleep so long?"
"Why not?"I shrug, drying my hair a little before dropping the towel on the floor. "We don't have anything going on...plus you looked so sweet."
"J...pick up you're towel."She scolds softly "I swear, I could never live with you...you're such a slob."
"Oh now we're moving in together?" I tease with a grin.
"No." she answers quickly "Because you don't pick up your towels."
I head over to my suitcase in search of a clean pair of jeans, but find it empty. "I unpacked for you so you don't look like a wrinkled mess." She yawns.
"Aww look at you..." I'm actually more touched by this small gesture than I would have expected.
"Shut up..." she laughs "I am kind of your assistant, remember."
"Oh great..." I roll my eyes "So I guess this means you're trying for a raise."
"Whatever..." she laughs again, grabbing her hair tie off the end table to snap in my direction, missing me by a mile.
"Come on now, quit trashing my hotel room girl! First your towel and now this? Look at this place!"
"Very funny..." she shakes her head "Seriously though, sorry I had to crowd you...I can't believe they screwed up with my room."
"They didn't." I reply casually as I pull a pair of jeans out of the closet and begin to tug them on.
She's confused "What?"
"They didn't. I asked them to. I've done it before too." I reply.
"Are you serious? When?" She looks genuinely shocked, which is surprising...I would have said she had figured it out.
"After that Halloween party we went to."
"Oh my god! I can't believe you! You sneaky pain in the ass!" She isn't really upset though.
"I wanted you to stay with me."
"Well god forbid Justin Bieber doesn't get what he wants." She agrees with a snotty wrinkle of her nose.
"Exactly! I'm glad you agree!" I close the space between us while buttoning my fly and place a kiss on her forehead "Get up though...I made plans for us."
"No. I don't want to...I don't feel like doing anything." She whines adorably covering her head with the blanket, but seconds later she peeks out curiously "What plans?"
I pull the blankets and sheets off of her completely, let them slide off the bed onto the floor and then crawl on top of her...kissing her gently "Ryan and Twist are coming...you need to meet them."
She turns her head to the side offering her neck "I need to? Why?"
"Because they're awesome, I'm awesome and you're awesome...so it'll be awesome." I joke quietly while placing light kisses against her soft, warm skin.
"Awesome..." she whispers, joking right back while trying to pull me closer.
"Bobbi girl..." I groan "Stop that...we don't have time."
"Please Justin... just a quickie?" She juts her bottom lip out just a little, winning me over instantly with a little pout.
"Now who's the spoiled one who always gets their way?" I ask while nipping her pouting bottom lip with my teeth.
"You like to spoil me."
"I fucking love to spoil you..." I agree as she begins popping the buttons on my jeans "I plan to turn you into the biggest foot stomping spoiled brat there ever was."
"Oh yeah?" She challenges softly.
"Yeah." I nod with a little half smile that's barely there.
"What if I said I wanted a ridiculously expensive house just because I liked the mailbox?"
"Then I'd buy it for you." I answer without hesitation.
"What if I said I wanted a different car to drive every day of the week?"
"Then you would have them."
"And what about if I asked you to pull a few stars from the sky so that I could wear them around my neck because I've decided I'm bored with diamonds?" She laughs at the absurdity of her own question.
"I'd figure out a way." I assure her while trailing slowly down her body with gentle curls of my tongue.
"Well, what if I said I don't want any of those things because I just want you?" She asks with a tiny sigh.
I lift my eyes to her "I'd remind you that you already have me."
A little over an hour later I poke my head into the bathroom to find her nervously inspecting her reflection "What are you doing in here? They're on their way up."
"I look like hell J...and what the fuck is up with my hair?"
I make a face "Yeah. What the fuck is up with your hair? You look awful B!"
She picks up a comb and throws it at me with a grin "You're a dick."
I grab her wrist gently and pull her out of the room with a kiss on her cheek, "You look perfect...I was just giving you shit."
She rests her back against my chest and I lay my chin on her shoulder "You always look perfect."
"Yeah right...you've got way too much game. And why I am so nervous to meet your stupid friends anyway?" She asks in a loving tone.
"I don't know...because one, they're not that great, and two, they'll love you." I assure her swaying her side to side gently.
"What do they think the deal is..." she hesitates before continuing "I mean, about this...about us. What did you tell them?"
"I was honest with them. I just told them that you work for me, and that it's pretty obvious that you're hopelessly in love with me, and it's making things awkward. Oh, and that you're constantly throwing yourself at me and its starting to make me really uncomfortable."
She bursts into laughter and pushes me away playfully "I hate you."
I laugh with her and then kiss the tip of her nose "Stop your worrying Bobbi girl...I didn't tell them anything. We're just gonna hang out, damn."
She parts her lips to respond but is interrupted by a loud, continuous, obnoxious banging. I raise my eyebrows and smile "There's my annoying ass boys now."
I pull open the door with a loud, excited "Yo?!" and pull Ryan into an immediate hug, clapping him hard on the back a few times before releasing him to turn my attention to Twist. After greeting him as well I step aside to allow them inside and close the door.
I give Twist a shove and then shove Ryan too, but he instantly dodges me and pretends to land a punch to my stomach. I jump back and throw my arm around his neck, pulling him into a loose head lock "I missed you, you fuckin' dick"
He ducks out and smiles "Missed you too asshole."
I reach out and tap Twist's fist when he extends it "Missed you too...when you gonna...Wait!" I cut my own question off and turn to Bobbi who has been silently watching our little display with a grin "This is B..." I point to her with a smile and then nod towards them "B...Ryan and Twist."
Ryan steps forward first "Nice to meet you!" He tells her as he shakes her outstretched hand and plants a friendly kiss on her cheek "B, is that you're whole name or is Justin just too dumb to remember it?"
"Bobbi!" I interject quickly "Sorry...this is Bobbi."
She leans in towards Ryan and stage whispers "He probably just now remembered it."
"Whatever..." I laugh. "I know you're name. Watch, I'll prove it." I look over at Twist "Twist, this is Great Big Sarcastic Pain In The Ass."
He shakes his head at me "Shit, that's your name Lil Bro, or at least it should be." And then gives her a genuine smile and nods "Heard a lot about you girl, good to finally meet you."
"Yeah you too! So what's the plan for today boys?"
Twist starts to reach into his pocket but stops short and casts his eyes at me, producing two perfect blunts after I nod to tell him that B's cool.
We spend the rest of the afternoon and most of the early evening smoking and laughing...the three of them getting along even better than I'd hoped they would.
I'm watching her quietly as she tells them as story. I'm too wrapped up in her to pay attention, but it's apparently hilarious because she has them nearly in tears.
Her words suddenly catch my attention "So then he's like 'Swag!' all triumphant as if he saved himself from walking into yet another glass wall and I wasn't the one to grab the back of his shirt to save him!"
"Damn B...why you gotta talk shit?" I laugh.
She turns in my direction, still laughing hysterically with Twist and Ryan...falling silent when I give her a little wink and smile. Her falls slightly to the side as if my smile has rendered her helpless for a moment.
The entire exchanged has happened so quickly I'm positive that they haven't even noticed, but when I turn back to them, Ryan is watching me with a knowing look in his eye, which I return with a look of confirmation to let him know he's right.
"Yo, this shit is cashed..." Twist announces, stubbing the tiny end of the blunt out.
"You know what we need?" Ryan asks.
I reply with a single, loud clap of my hands "Drinks! I'm gonna call Kenny and have him run out for us. Any requests?"
"Grey goose for me!" Bobbi says as she grabs my phone off the table to hand it to me.
A little over 20 minutes later Kenny is making his way into the room carrying several bottles of liquor.
"Here you go kid..." He hands a few to me and then deposits the rest on the dresser "Hey Bobbi..." he says, tugging a lock of her hair in a friendly greeting before addressing the boys.
"Stick around and party with us?" I ask filling a glass a quarter of the way full of vodka and handing if off to B.
He shakes his head "Not tonight guys...I'm tired as hell. Rain check though."
He says his goodbyes and heads out the door while B sips her drink and the rest of us prepare our own.
"We should play a drinking game..." Ryan suggests while taking a long drink of whatever he has poured into his glass "I feel like getting smashed."
Bobbi gasps a little with excitement which makes me smile "I haven't played a drinking game in so long! Let's do it!"
"Know any?" He asks, matching her enthusiasm "I've played a few but I don't remember how they go really."
She thinks for a moment looking disappointed "No..."
Twists pulls his phone out, indicating we should all do the same "Let's just find one."
We scroll through our respective phones for a few minutes before Ryan bursts into laughter. "Justin did you know you have your own drinking game?"
I look up "Really?"
He nods "Yeah listen, you're supposed to watch never say never and take a drink every time you flip or shake your hair." He laughs wildly again.
Bobbi and Twist both simultaneously begin to shake their heads around, running their fingers through make believe bangs as if smoothing them into place.
"Man fuck you guys!" I say, pretending to be annoyed "Don't hate...ladies loved the flip. I never should have cut it."
"Let's play it!" Bobbi says with excited glee.
"Hell no!" I protest "And besides, we don't even have a copy on hand so HA!"
"Yeah that's too bad isn't it..." Ryan says sadly before rising to his feet to make his way over to his bag waiting by the door. He shuffles through it for a minutes and then holds a blu ray copy over his head "Well whataya know...look what I found."
"What the fuck? You just carry a copy around with you?" I turn to B and start to make a joke about having a stalker when it dawns on me "You dick! You planned this whole thing out didn't you?"
He doubles over with laughter and nods "Sure as fuck did!"
Bobbi is already springing from her seat to take it from him. When she slides it into the player she spins back around to face us "Let the Bieber hair flipping games begin."
I settle back into my chair and jokingly inform them that they are all assholes.
We drink, and drink, and then drink some more) I had no idea that I flipped it as often as I did) and they have way too much fun fucking with me the entire time. But only midway through we have all decided that if we continue on counting hair shakes, we'll be paying the ER a visit due to alcohol poisoning.
"Damn J..." Bobbi teases as she clicks off the tv "It's a wonder you don't have brain damage from all that head shaking...or a concussion at the very least."
"I do have brain damage." I reply seriously "Why else would I be hanging out with you people?"
They groan in unison at my shitty joke and then Ryan stands "Well, I'm out...when you start seeing double, it's time to go back to your room."
Twist agrees and joins him in grabbing their carry on bags beside the door.
"Keep this one on the crew..." He says, jerking his thumb in Bobbi's direction "She's more fun than you than you ever thought of being."
"That shit's not possible..." I argue, throwing my arm over her shoulder "But I think I'll keep her around anyway."
When they're gone she drapes herself over the bed...staggering just enough to be adorable as she makes her way to it. "That was fun."
I lie down beside her and agree "Yeah it was...they loved you."
She rolls to face me "Really? You think? You're not just saying that?"
"No way baby...they like you better than me. I'm a little jealous." I joke.
"Aww, don't be jealous..." she comforts, playing along "I still like you best."
"Do you?" I ask softly.
"Of course I do." She nestles her head down onto my chest, "I forgot to mention...I'm gonna be gone for a few days. My mom's throwing a surprise party for my dad back home."
"What?" I say quietly, dragging the word out "When?"
"Day after tomorrow...only for a few days though."
I sigh "I don't want you to leave B...I'll miss my Bobbi girl."
"I'll miss you too...but quit...its only a few days."
"I know...so what did you get him?" I let it go even though I want to beg her to stay because I know that's selfish.
"Who? My dad?" She asks while absentmindedly dragging her thumb across my stomach through my shirt. "Nothing yet...I need to get my ass in gear with it but I can't think of anything and it's a surprise so I can't just ask him."
"Take my amex card and buy him whatever you want...a boat if he likes fishing, a car...whatever. You can be the jerk who makes everyone else's gifts look crappy."
She laughs but shakes her head "No Justin...I don't want your credit card."
"Fine...I'll just slip it into your purse when you fall asleep and then you can decide whether you want to use it or not."
"Do whatever you want, but I won't use it so..."
She's so damn stubborn.
"I don't want your credit card..." she repeats "But you do have something I want."
"Oh yeah?" I smile "What's that?"
She gives me a look "You know what I want..."
"I do..." I agree, my tone already quiet and raspy "But I like to hear you say it, and I won't give you what you want until you do."
"Oh really?" she challenges "You know by now that I'm pretty loud to begin with, but you should hear me when I'm as drunk as I am now."
I bite down gently on her neck with a groan "You bitch...that wasn't fair."
She laughs and pulls my mouth closer "You lose. Now give me what I want."
I pull away to look at her...she looks so perfectly beautiful, flushed with alcohol and her desire for me. "Kiss me..." she orders quietly.
"Here?" my tone is teasing, yet gentle as I swept my mouth against her own. she sighs with pleasure. "Or here?" I ask, moving to her throat...savoring the frantic flutter of her pulse beneath my lips before moving further down when she raises her shirt over her head. My mouth finds the rounded tops of her breasts just as she begins to move with gentle need beneath me "Here?" I whisper once more.
"Justin..." she calls my name softly with a sigh and looks down to find me watching her. I kiss her again, never breaking eye contact but when she pulls me closer I move further down and run my hands along her calves as I trail kisses from her ankles to her knees before pulling her shorts off.
I catch her eye again as I slowly part her legs "Here?" I ask again.
Another sigh, louder this time slips from her as my lips begin to play against her inner thighs but I want to hear her ask "Bobbi girl..." I call gently "Here?"
"Yes..." she breathes, barely making a sound.
I curl my tongue delicately over her clit once...the soaked satin of her panties barring my actual touch. She reaches down and pulls them aside desperately as I small smile creeps across my lips for just a second, I love to make her want me this badly.
"Here?" I repeat, allowing my breath to fall warm against her before sweeping my tongue over her again "Right here baby girl?"
"Yes..." Her voice is trembling with need and making me weak.
"Fuck B...the things you can do to me with a single word..." I begin to flick my tongue quickly against her, working with the tireless effort that only comes from loving the task at hand, until her hands are buried in my hair, pressing me closer to her with moans steadily bursting from her and growing louder by the second. I pull her clit passed my lips, sucking delicately, my gaze trained steadily on her, only switching to soft, sweeping kisses when I'm certain she has cum and needs to catch her breath.
When she has settled a little I move back up to kiss her lips and slide into her gently, groaning with the intense relief of finally being inside her. Her hips begin to rise and fall, matching my slow unhurried thrusts, drawing me in as deeply as she can.
When she begs with a single airy "More..." I drive into her with greater urgency. She welcomes the increased force with another rush of lust filled moans.
I continue on a moment longer and then roll over, pulling her on top of me. She doesn't miss a beat and begins to ride my cock at an almost frantic pace. Her full breasts bounce gently as she moves, silky curls fluttering over them with each rise and fall of her body. I bring my thumb to her clit and begin to stroke it...circling it quickly while she moves faster.
"Is this what you wanted baby girl?" I ask, running my tongue over my lips as I watch her.
She nods feverishly and then braces herself on the headboard, lifting up so that I am able to fuck her as hard as I'd like even though she's on top, but instead of increasing my force and speed, I slow down.
"Harder Justin..." she begs impatiently "I want to cum."
"You just did..." I remind her, slowing even more.
"Again!" She snaps angrily. "I want to cum again!"
"Fuck..." I moan with pleasure "Look at you B...you are a spoiled little thing aren't you?"
I stop moving altogether, smiling at her expression which tells me without a doubt that she loves this and hates this all at the same time.
"Do you know what I've been thinking about all night?" I ask in a whisper.
She shakes her head and bites down on her lip, trying her hardest to slide up and down the length of my cock to no avail because I won't allow her to move.
"I've been thinking about how much I love you and how perfect you are...and how your lips become a little potty when you cum...and the way you sound..." I lose myself for a moment with a sigh "God, the way you fucking sound..."
She sees her opportunity "Do you want to listen to me now? Do you want to hear what you do to me?"
I close my eyes with need briefly and then open them with a nod "Yeah, I wanna hear you."
"Do it then..."
I begin to move inside her with deep flowing strokes...moving faster slowly, little by little as I dip my head to tease her nipples delicately with the tip of my tongue, pulling the left into my mouth completely when she rests her hand against the back of my neck silently asking to.
My eyes are still locked on her face and when the tip of her tongue curls over her top lip I raise my hand and brush my fingers against her mouth...her pillowy soft lips draw my index finger in as her tongue dances gently against it.
"You gonna let me watch you cum again baby girl?" I ask with a soft rasp.
She bites down on the pad of my finger and moans a single "Yes..." around it. "But tell me you love me."
"I love you B..." I answer "I love you so fucking much..."
Her eyes find mine with a look of bliss "How much?"
I nod and fuck her a little harder "With my whole heart..." I moan truthfully "You leave almost no room for anyone else."
Her soft moans suddenly become cries and desperate bursts of air as my mouth finds her neck once again, biting against the sensitive skin just below her ear begging firmly. "Cum for me again baby...I want it so badly."
When I dart the tip of my tongue out and graze it over her flesh her body tenses for a moment and then a scream so loud I nearly jump explodes from her.
"Relax baby girl...let it happen..." I order gently.
She immediately does as I have instructed, calming herself to allow her orgasm to take over completely and pull her under. I slip my hand between us to circle her clit with the pads of my fingers, sending new waves of pleasure coursing through her as she calls my name as loudly as she would if we were completely alone in the world.
Her eyes have been closed but when I call to her softly they snap open and lock on my own as I finally let go inside her, dropping my head to bury it in the crook of her neck to repeat her name over and over in a voice that sounds as though I could be in pain though that couldn't be further from the truth.
When we have fallen into the calm after glow, our bodies tangled and fitting together like a perfect puzzle I nudge her gently "Hey...Remember earlier? When we joked about moving in together?"
She remains completely silent so I rush on "I mean, it's way too soon for that, even though we might as well say we live together now but..." I think for a moment, searching for the right words "It's just...I don't know, let's just be us."
She lifts her head to look at me directly "What do you mean?"
I shrug a little "Let's just be together...like together together."
"What like 'hey meet my boyfriend Justin' together?"
I nod "Exactly...why not? I'm tired of just waiting for everyone to figure it out on their own."
"Why do we have to change things? This is fine...why do we need to worry about labeling anything?" She argues softly.
"Because why wouldn't we?
She chooses not to answer, replying instead "No, I don't want to do that...let's leave things as they are for now."
I shake my head "I hate that idea...I don't want to leave things the way they are."
"Well I do." She says firmly.
I remain silent for a long while until she finally asks "Are you mad?"
"No, that's fine...I'm not mad." I assure her even though it couldn't be further from the truth, I can't remember the last time I was this angry, but I swallow it down and lie again "It's fine B...really."
Satisfied that I'm not angry she seeks out my chest and rests her cheek against it with a sigh of content which quickly drifts into a soft rhythm as she falls asleep in my arms...leaving me to lie awake, confused, upset and wondering why she is so opposed to the idea.