Catching Feelings

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My eyes drift open slowly, its early...the room has taken on the muted purple cast that comes just before the sun rises, but a gentle, subtle movement beside me has pulled me from sleep. I lie still, assuming she's just readjusting her position, but she continues and it's much too rhythmic. I roll over with a little grin, ready to scold her about not waking me up but find her sleeping soundly, both of her hands curled on the pillow, close to her face as her hips rise and fall almost imperceptibly.
Her lips are parted with just a hint of a shine as if she's just licked them and I can't help but whisper "Fuck..." when the softest sigh escapes them as I watch her.
She grows a little louder and turns her head to the side, nestling further into the pillow with a moan of pleasure that proves how much she's enjoying whatever is going on inside her head and I can't help myself.
I carefully move to cover her body with my own, taking my time so there's no chance of waking her and bring my lips close to her ear, releasing a nearly silent moan...attempting to ensure her dream includes me.
The louder she becomes the more I want her and the less I care if I wake her up...I grab her wrists lightly and begin to roll my hips, grinding my cock against her with a groan of relief. How can I want her this badly when she's not even awake?
I drop my forehead against hers and allow my eyes to drift closed as my breathing grows just as heavy as hers and then find her looking up at me with a lust filled confused gaze when I open them.
"J..." she calls softly.
I whisper in her ear with a half smile, demanding "Tell me what you were dreaming about..." softly as I slide my cock against her clit a little faster.
She gives me a tiny, sleepy smile "No..."
I move a little faster and moan quietly into her ear "Come on B...was I fucking you?" I raise my head and kiss her, sliding the tip of my tongue along her bottom lip "Or maybe that was it?" I flick my tongue over her top lip quickly, as though it's her clit "is that what you were dreaming about it?"
"Do it J...do it right now." she begs with a gasp of desperation, lifting her head off the pillow in search of my mouth when I pull away.
I drop my lips back to hers and kiss her much too gently, sliding my tongue over hers only once before softly sucking her lip while I roll my hips against her as if I'm slowly fucking her "Want me to kiss it like that right now? That's what you want isn't it? I'll make you cum as many times as you want...you know how much I love to lick that pretty little pussy...all you have to do is tell me what you were dreaming about."
She shakes her head, denying me again with a devious glint in her eye.
"Not until you tell me...don't be like that baby." I hold her wrists tighter when she tries to pull them out of my grasp to touch me "Watching you I just...fuck...tell me please."
"You're begging J." she teases, obviously pleased with herself.
"I don't give a fuck...tell me Bobbi girl."
"Make me cum first..." she's begging now as well "And let go of my wrists..."
"Hmm-mm..." I answer quietly, kissing the soft skin of her neck, pulling her right hand closer to her left so that I can hold them both with one hand, leaving the other free to guide myself inside her.
I shouldn't have though...because the moment I'm completely wrapped in her soft, warm, silken grip I've lost my upper hand completely "Goddamn babygirl..." I moan, shocked all over again by how perfect she feels and how I never feel as whole as I do in these first few seconds with her.
I slide in and out of her with slow unhurried movements as she does her best to speed me along "Come on J...I'm so close."
My tongue trails up her throat as I breathe deeply against her skin, fucking her just a little faster until I've forgotten to hold on to her wrists and she's pulling away to grip my arms.
"Do it B..." I beg, suddenly desperate to hear and feel her cum...I'd take hearing and feeling her cum over cumming myself every single time, it's perfect in the most indescribable way.
She catches and holds her breath for a moment and then releases it with a tumble of frantic moans and tiny whines.
I keep a steady pace, never missing a beat until she relaxes with a contented sigh and pushes me back, rolling me onto my back to fit herself above me and then promptly moves to slide down my body when I go to grab her hips.
She raises her eyes and gives me a little smile when she catches my eye "You want to cum now don't you J...I can see it in your eyes." She asks in a teasing tone just before her tongues travels the length of my cock.
"No...I want you to tell me what you were dreaming about..." I remind her.
She kisses the tip gently and then whispers "I'll never tell..." against it.
"You said.." I begin, but she cuts me off "I know what I said." And then wraps her lips around me and then slides down to the base of my cock with her beautifully gentle mouth, working it up and down only a couple of times before releasing it and making her way back up to allow me to slip back inside her.
"Don't cum until I say so..." she orders in a deliciously bossy tone.
"Well you better say so quick then baby girl..." I smile.
She rises and falls slowly...so slowly that I can look her over, taking in the way her hair curls and bounces lightly around her breasts when she moves and the way her tongue slides over her lips so subtly I doubt she's even aware of it...god she's so fucking beautiful it hurts.
Her head falls back when my thumb searches out her clit, circling it slowly as I watch her, each sweep against it causing her to arch her back until I'm actually trembling with all the things she's doing to me...the way she feels and the way she looks pulling me under in a way I seem to have no control over.
"Fuck B...what are you doing to me...you have to stop...I can't take it..." and it's true...it's too much...she's too much.
She lowers her eyes to mine and whispers 'I love you' so quietly I can't even hear her, understanding simply from the movement of her perfect rose bud lips, and I raise up enough to take her gently by the back of the neck, pulling her into a soft, slow kiss as I fuck her harder, moaning "I want to cum so bad...but I don't want this to end." into her mouth.
She draws in a sharp breath and clutches my chest tightly, riding me harder "Cum Justin...I want to hear you..."
That's all it takes...her asking for something...that's all it ever takes with her, I can't stand to deny her anything. I wrap my arms around her waist and hold her still against my lap, driving into her as deeply as I can as I let go inside her with a long groan of release that is peppered with cries of her name and then release her to let her move freely.
She instantly begins to roll her hips, moving back and forth rather than up and down at a quickly increasing speed until she's cumming with me...dragging her nails down my chest as she curls her body down into mine until she's flat against me, moving slowly until she's stopping completely and struggling to catch her breath.
I reach up and stroke her hair, holding her in my arms, wishing I could never let her go. "I love you so much B...do you know how much I love you?"
She nods a little "Yes...because I love you just as much. I was dreaming about you, you know that right? I don't want anyone else even in my dreams."
"I know baby girl..." I smile, nuzzling my face into the soft waves of her hair "I know..."