Eighteen

It will be okay

When we had reached it was around 5:30 in the evening. I went upstairs to my room to freshen up. The rest too did. I first unpacked my clothes and set them into the wardrobe. I decided to take a shower.

*After an hour*

"Wow. I took an hour long shower." I said to myself as I wiped my hair. I heard someone knock my room door.

I opened. It was Niall. He stood there and smiled.

"Hey," I looked and smiled.

"Mer,could I borrow your charger please? I kinda left my charger at An-...home." He said.

"Uh,oh okay." I smiled and went to get my charger.

"Thanks," he looked at me as if he still had something to tell me.

"Niall? Is there something you have to tell me that you're hiding because you look at me like that only when there is something." I told him out of curiosity.

"Maybe there is." He said and looked down.

"What is it?" I asked.

"Can I come in?" He asked.
I nodded and he came in and sat on the bed.

"Well,now tell me." I insisted.

"Mer I-I am in love.." he said.

I could feel my heart beating louder. It even skipped beats.

"Who?" I said looking down.

"I have been actually,dating Anne for um.. a week," he had the biggest smile and blush I ever seen.

"Oh th-thats nice." I could feel something inside me. Like my heart was ripped or something. But why did I feel. I am not supposed to be. He is my bestfriend after all.

"I am glad you're happy. Anne is very nice you know. She is just amazing once you get to know her. Anyway lets go downstairs the guys are waiting." He said and stood.

"Yeah sure. I'll be down in few minutes." I said. Literally forcing words to come out.

He smiled and went down. I looked at myself in the mirror. Just ran fingers through my hair and just kept thinking. I couldn't stay in the room forever. I went downstairs.

They were sitting outside in the yard.

Louis patted an empty space and I sat next to him. I didn't speak a word to Niall after that. I don't know why.

"So guys lets have BBQ?" Liam asked.

"Yes why not!" Niall said.

"Yum, lets do it and I am starving!" Kris said.

"I'll get the griller out, Harry help me please." Niall told Harry.

"Girls you just chill, we guys will do the work." Liam said.

We girls smiled. I told them I wasn't feeling to well so I was going to the beach for a walk.

I left and began walking. The waves crashed the coast,the pleasant quiet sound made me feel better. I kept thinking about everything. But the only thing that was going on in my head is that Niall and Anne. Really needed to figure out why I felt like that.

I found a small corner and sat down on the rock. It was breezy and pleasant. I sat there humming some songs. It even played some memories inside me.

I was lost in memory lane,I didn't realise Harry was calling out my name.

"Hey,are you okay?" Harry asked and sat beside me.

"Maybe." I just said and looked at him.

"What is it?" Harry asked.

"I don't know." I just said slowly and folded my knees.

"What's the matter Merryl? You can tell me. Trust me. I am like your bestfriend too okay?"

"I don't know Harry. Its just that..I don't know why, I am hurt about Niall and A-"

"Anne." He cut me off.

"Yeah." I looked down.

"Its okay. Maybe you like him. Or your confused." Harry said.

"Maybe. I just don't know." I felt a tear roll down.

"Hey,hey hey, its okay,cmon don't cry. I promise you it will be okay. Just,just give it some time." He said and pulled me into a hug.

"I hope so. And thanks." I said releasing from the hug.

"No problem. Now lets go back,Kris and the rest are worried too." He said.

I nodded and we left.

********************************
Sorrrrryyyyy for not updating for so long! Anyway here is one update.

All the love M.