Eighteen

Everything has changed

After the vacation it was first day of college. It was amazing. It felt so much better having Shawn in my life. He was just so nice to me. I was glad all were happy. Louis and Kate were just so cute. Always holding hands,saying I love you.
After college Kris had gone over to Harry's to help him with Math. I had an hour before I was to catch up with Shawn for our first date. I decided to continue with the song I was writing about Niall. Yes,I was. I had begun writing it the day after Niall told me about Anne and him.

I took out my song book. I had written songs earlier. Nobody knew I wrote songs,not even Kris. I took to the page had I begun on. I just ripped it and began from scratch. I took my guitar and strummed.

"All I knew this morning when I woke up is I know something now,I didn't before.
And all I've seen,since 18 hours ago is blue eyes and freckles and your smile.."
Ahhhhhhh!It was so bad.
"At the back of my mind making me feel like..."
And I continued.
"I just wanna know you better, know you better, know you better now,know you,know you,
Cause All I know is we said Hello,
And you're eyes looking like coming home, I know since yesterday,Everything has changed..."
I could feel water droplets on my cheeks. Yeah what were those called again? Tears yeah tears.

That minute my bell rang. I opened and to my suprise it was Niall.

"Uh," I looked at him.

"Merryl can we talk?" He asked.

"Uh,yeah sure." I said and gave him way.

"Okay so, I don't know what's going on...but why have things changed between us?" He asked me playing with his fingers.

"I-I don't know. "

"Well, I...I want to get things back on track between us okay. So um let me take you for lunch tomorrow? It will be bestfriend time tomorrow?" He said and looked up at me.

"Um... Okay... Okay fine." I nodded.

A smile appeared on his face.

"So see you tomorrow Mer..." He smiled.

"Yep Nialler!" I smiled back. And he left.

I glanced at my watch. Oh crap! 10 mins before Shawn comes. I immediately got into a plain black top and hight waisted grey skirt. I left my hair open. It was odd wearing a skirt but I just wanted to. Just on time Shawn knocked. He handed me a bouquet of flowers.

"Aww babe,that is so sweet!" I said and hugged him tightly.

"You look beautiful.." he whispered in my ear.

I blushed.

"Lets go?" I smiled at him.

"Sure.." he said and put his arm forward.

As we were walking out on our way Kris came and smiled widely.

"Aww,look at this adorable couple!" She said.

I looked at her and blushed a little.

"Thanks Crystal.." Shawn told her.

"Well you guys have a great time okay? I'm just gonna go sleep. I'm tired." She said.

"Okay bye Kris."I told her.

She hugged me and whispered in my ear," Have fun.." and winked.

I gave her a wide look.
Then I turned to Shawn and we left.

The dinner was amazing. After that we went walking down the lane holding hands. We found a little lake and a bench. We sat there. I rested my head on his shoulder. He played with my hair. I kept smiling.

"Would it be okay if I made out with you like right now?" He said smirking.

"I don't mind though..." I smiled and leaned in.

Within seconds our lips connected. I as well as Shawn couldn't stop smiling through the kiss.

He took my hand and I don't know when we reached his place. He carried me to his room. I sat on his bed. He came and started kissing me roughly. I wrapped my arms around his neck. He was about to start taking off my clothes that's when I stopped.

"B-babe,I'm sorry.. I just am..not ready yet?" I told him.

"Thats okay love.. I'm fine with it." He smiled and pushed my hair behind.

"But you could still cuddle with me." I told him.

We just lay in his bed cuddling. He had his arm around me. He was humming to me and I slowly drifted to sleep.

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Sorry about the little haha make out session... Well just assume that Taylor's song is for now written by Merryl in the fanfic. And I'll update another one tomorrow! Night guysxx