Eighteen

I'm sorry

Next morning we woke up, all cuddled up.

"Morning," I said to him. He smiled and greeted back.

"I'll go make breakfast." I told him and got off the comfort of his arms.

"Come back hereeee," he said in his sleepy voice.

"If I come back, you'll have to starve." I said.

"Noo..okay. But cuddle later okay?" He asked. I nodded and went into the kitchen.

I opened the fridge and searched for something to make.

"Great! The fridge is empty. No eggs or anything!" I grumbled and closed the fridge.

"What happend love?" Niall asked in a worried tone.

"Nothings there in the fridge." I frowned.

"Its alright. We'll go out for breakfast. And by then your mom and Annie will be back too." He smiled and pulled me into his chest.

"Okay," I mumbled.

We got dressed and went to a breakfast hangout near my house.

We placed our order and talked.

He sat across me. We were partially silent. You may ask why partially? Its because our eyes were doing the talking. He looked at me while his eyes sparkled and his smile said it all.

I looked at Niall and couldn't help but blush a little. He intertwined our hands that were on the table.

"Babe?" He slowly asked.

"Hmmm?" I answered.

"I..I was kinda wondering..." he paused.

"What love?" I asked in a worried tone.

He took a deep breath. "I met your mum, your sister and your friends but babe.. I-I was wondering why haven't you made me meet your dad? Is he somewhere away or something?" He asked.

I knew he would. But I don't know how to tell him. I mean there's more to my story.

"Because m-" I was cut off by the waitress placing our breakfast infront of us.

"This smells amazing." I said tryna change the topic.

"I was gonna say that!" Niall said and we both laughed.

We had our breakfast and ofcourse he paid. He never lets me pay, like never.

Now, I knew, that since Niall and me are going strong, maybe its time to make me meet dad.

We walked out of the place and walked.

"You wanted to know, I mean meet my dad right?" I asked him.

"Uh, yeah, but only if you want to." He said.

I nodded.

"Come with me." I said.

"Where you taking me?" He asked.

I kept silent.

I walked us down to the church and into the cemetry.

Niall's face dropped. His expression changed. Maybe he finally had an idea of what was happening.

I stopped right in front of a head stone that had 'Joseph Allen' carved on it.

Yes, it was my dads name. I couldn't help but let a tear roll outta my eyes. Niall held onto my hand a little tighter.

His memories flashed back into my mind. The way I use to dance around the living room on his toes. The way he use to sing and kiss me and Annie good night. Everything. How he passed away when I was around 13.. Tears began in full speed flowing down. Niall pulled me into a hug and I could see Niall crying.

" Dad," Wiping away my tears," Dad, this is Niall..Niall the love of my life. And he is amazing, he loves me alot. Dad..I'm very sure if you were here you would love Niall alot. Who couldn't help but love such an adorable dork. I miss you dad. Miss you alot." I said now sobbing hard.

I hugged Niall, tight as I could. I let my tears flow as much as they wanted. They even wetted Niall's shirt. He kept rubbing my back trying to calm me down.

"I'm so so sorry sweetheart. If I knew about this I wouldn't have asked you about it.. I'm sorry." He said. I could feel Niall cry now a little more badly.

"N-No its...its okay..I'm fine." I said looking up at him and forcing a smile. He wiped away the tears using his thumb. Then looked at my dad's grave and said," I-I promise you Sir, I will love your daughter endlessly till my last breath. She means everything to me. I promise you, I won't hurt her, I can never lose her again. Don't worry, I'm gonna treat her like a princess. Just like you would."

"I'm sure dad must be smiling at you Niall."
I looked at Niall and pecked his lips a little. That moment made me realise how lucky I was to be with Niall. He made me complete.

We stood there for a while and then headed back. While I told Niall how brave and fearless dad was. He was in the army, and died in a battle. He died fighting that is what makes me proud. Though deep down I was still missing him. Which is quite obvious. I know he is in a better place. A better place in heaven.

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Sorry for a short but sad chapter.

Will update soon!

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