The Timids: Oh, Honey You Know It Ain't Easy. (Fearless Vampire Killers FanFic)

I Know How Pathetic I Sound.

Barronès POV:

Kiers eyes were all pink and puffy and his voice, although trying to sound confident and happy, was weak and cracked on the last word. I glanced at Drew for reassurance and he smiled at me, "Go on Cyr, it won't be so bad." he whispered. I stood up and shakily made my way towards the room that Kier had disappeared back into.

When l entered the room Kier was sat on the bed cuddled up against Laurence. Luke was sat on a chair on the other side of the bed and Nurse Willow was on a chair beside him. All four of them looked sad and nervous. What have I done to make them so worried? Am l really ill or something? But l feel fine...

"Sit down Shane." Luke said omionously. Was he talking to me? "Yes I'm talking to you. You really don't remember, do you?" I must have spoken aloud.

"Please just call me Barronè, I remember that name." My voice sounded as defeated as felt. My own name meant nothing to me.

I sat down on a chair facing the other four and took a moment to study them each individually; Laurence's shirt was covered in wet patches. Tears? Kier clung to Laurence terrified to let go of him. Luke was silent, his face was dry but his eyes were shinning. Willows face was blank of emotion but she was ringing her hands nervously and wouldn't meet my eyes. Something is seriously wrong.

Drew stood behind me and placed his hands on my shoulders. Having him near me was comforting, I could deal with whatever they have to tell me because I have Drew protect me. Laurence stood up and sniffed, then walked towards me. He sat on the floor facing me and put his hands on my knees. Up this close his smile looks fake and his eyes seem empty.

"Barronè. Today when you left the van with Drew, something bad happened. Can you remember what?" His smile disappeared and in it's place was the face of an animal who is being forced to go against every instinct it possesses."Please remember Barronè, I don't want to have to tell you. Don't make me-" He turned to face the others, hyperventilating, with tears running down his face. "-don't make me tell him! Please, I can't! I can't don't make me please!" Kier jumped up off of the bed and wrapped his arms around his boyfriend. clinging to him tightly as they both broke down into sobs. Tears began to run down my own face and l didn't even know what was happening yet. Am I dying, is that why everyone is so sad?