The Timids: Oh, Honey You Know It Ain't Easy. (Fearless Vampire Killers FanFic)

Four Days Since (Part One)

Drews POV:

My eyes opened slowly, allowing white light to flood beneath my lids. As my eyes adjusted to the sudden brightness l came to notice a figure sat near my bedside. l attempted to sit up and found myself restrained. All of this felt sickeningly familiar. My eyes finally adjusted enough that l could see properly, in-opposed to the blurred outlines l had been able to see only moments ago.

"This again?" l questioned, my voice sounded hoarse as it left my lips.

"Why so disappointed?" Kurt asked me, smiling like a cat with a mouse trapped in a corner.

"l thought you'd like to see me again."

"Of course l would! You're Kurt-Fucking-Cobain! lt's just-"

"You just want to be at home with Shane, living a normal, ordinary life?" Kurt finished my sentence for me and l nodded eagerly. "That's the problem Drew. You shouldn't be at home with Shane. You're dead and there's no way to change that. That planets just going to keep rejecting you over and over again."

"W-why?" l ask shakily, afraid to find out the answer.

"You don't have a place there anymore and so your presence is messing with the way things on earth are meant to be. While you're invisible to everyone you're not such a huge intrusion on the planet and so you won't be pushed off. The more real you seem the more the world will try to reject you."

"How do l get back? l need to be with Barronè, l-l don't think he's safe without me." As I put my thoughts into words l realised just how true they were. As much as l trust him not to do anything stupid he's been through way too much lately... Hopefully the rest of the guys would be able to stop him if he did try anything.

"Just walk through that door, it will take you where you want to go, just like last time."

"Great! Bye Kurt." l tell him, sliding out of bed.

"Wait a moment please, Drew," Kurt calls after me.

"You don't have to go back. You could move forwards, you could let your friends move on." l consider what he's suggesting. Maybe he's right, perhaps l'm just hurting Shane more every time l disappear. If l hadn't come back in the first place nobody would have thought he was insane. He would never have taken the drugs. Maybe l should just stay away.

But then l remembered the way Shane had been crying constantly while l was gone, there's no way l could put him through that all over again.

"l can't just leave him."

AUTHORS NOTE!!!

So it's been, what, six weeks since l updated? I just want to say that l'm really sorry about that, l've been crazily busy (lazy) lately and college has been sucking the life out of me, not that it isn't great haha, so l haven't had the motivation to get on with it... BUT now that l've updated once l can already feel the enthusiasm coming back! :D <3