I'm complicated.
Sometimes I need space and I can't explain to you why. Not because I can't explain... but because I don't know the reason myself. I just really feel like I need it sometimes.
Sometimes I get sad and I can't tell you why, I just am. Sometimes I want to lay in bed with my back turned to you and just be sad... not talking, not being touched. I just want to be alone.
Sometimes I can't make decisions and I don't know why it's so difficult for me. Maybe I feel overwhelmed, maybe it's my anxiety, I don't know. But the best thing you could do is be patient with me... No matter how long I'm looking at the pizzeria menu.
I need patience, I need space, I need you close, I need to hear you love me, I need to be alone, I need your love.
See what I mean? I'm complicated.
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Read This When I'm Gone
Non-Fiction"And when you're sitting on the side of the road crying over what feels like the best god damn thing you ever had - well, at least you had it." Bear with me... This is quite the roller coaster ride, and that roller coaster ride is my relationship.
